i'm back home! ytd nite til now,im living in brim. i had so much fun n i was freak happy. 7 out-going uncles,3 daring aunties, zong's sis- e funny babe,zong:e always-late king n me-e playful one. they ordered 3 MARTELL, 2 BRANDY,2 JARS of TIGER n 2 BOTTLES of RED WINE. we sang we sang we danced we danced we smoked we smoked,we groove all ard! its my first time celebrating someone's birthday with so much damn FUN with so many funky ppl; crazy elders. they're so IN man! i felt so so relaxed. . i reali need that cos im so damn stress STRESS at work. all of us are drunk alot. my head was spinning. we tar alot of times. meiqi(zong's sis) went 'IM DRUNK' thru e mircophone. hahas. zong laughed like hell. her face expression. ha. i sang songs brought abt many praises n im spiritually glad.. ah john n ah ming uncle n zong wasnt that drunk. ah ming uncle fetch zong's mum n sis n 3rd aunt. ah john uncle drove his van n fetch 1st aunt,zong n me. zong was fine actually but when he gt off e van,he vomitted. haha. i didnt care. i wasnt alrite myself either. e rest of e uncles took cab. all drunk. it was 1plus 2. total cost of the day. round off: $1000(dinner: $2ooplus. ktv: $700plus.) fierce. zong meiqi n me did contribute. we bought e birthday cake! hahas. e waiters at kster kept looking at me. i think if im with my frens they wil take no. frm me. when zong came n several times walked out hugging,i saw them gossipping. hahas. hme: all of us slept. total silence. zong suddenly woke up at 5plus n make fun of me. he kissed me n hugged me la. . my head was damn OUT so i scolded him. ha. aft that he went out n cooked maggie mee for me. every week i go back his hse sleep he will always wake up in e middle of e nite n cook maggie mee. dunoo y? sickness. weird one though. we ate n chit chat. aft that we went back to e bedroom n continue to talk. meiqi call us to shut up. haha. zong's mum woke up n chat with us also. . talk til 7plus,3 of us went downstairs eat breakfast. carrot cake soya bean drink n wanton mee. shiok! bought prawn mee n other stuffs hme. went hme..slack on e bed awhile chit chat again. zong took out his childhood's pic to let me see. i laughed like shit. he damn ugly la! hahahs.meiqi cannot stand it she also wake up. ard 10plus we eat again. hahas. aft that went back to e room again. . . zong's mum very tired want to slp but qi, zong n me kept being noisy to irritate her. hahas. zong nearer to her almost gt beaten. hahas. we damn funny la. we continue to be noisy though. suddenly rain. now stil on. . qi going study at bm. zong going for work. i going hme. talk to ah ma for awhile. a chubby n friendly ah ma. zong's family really loves me alot. she asked me abt whether zong gt give me money when he get pay,tel me zong veri vain n will help me keep an eye on him dont let him bring other girl come hme etc.. zong's mum once told zong if he dare to bring another gal hme,she will take broom n sweep her away. hahas. veri funny. took cab hme. n ya,im hme now;blogging. friendster.
talking to zong's mum now. . . . gossip. ha.
i felt ZONG's loving me more n more each day. though i felt weird sometimes. . .
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2:20 PM
im freaking worried now. Os in another one month's time n im stil slacking. my mind jus doesnt sets myself to STUDY. i'm feeling so So tired nowadays. im damn sick *sick in a form of madness.school seems to be lazing ard with us. i think teachers shld be stricter with us at this crucial period. it seems that im going school jus for e sake of going to school. not only that. my relationship is on e rOcK again. perhaps only ytd. zong n me had a quarrel. i haven heard from him for 21hours alrdy. his mum called n told me he will going later too. but i kind of dont think so. he will change his mind upon his character. if not,i will be seeing him. how shall i react then? e worst thing is, its friday. gotta go back his hse to sleep. im scared. .
God, y give me a mixture of feelings at this period of time? im going down. right down.
im fine though. perhaps everything sees fate. . . . .
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6:47 PM
tmr half day! at nite ah ming uncle's birthday,maybe going. gotta wait for zong see how. thanks for reading my blog,people. take care,all. loveS.
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8:40 PM
i reached hme at 1.50pm. tok to Adeline jus now abt my relationship. thinking alot these days. . but im really glad zong n me are back tgt again. so,GOD,pls break e devil's thinkings all away. sometimes i really hope feelings of friendship n relationship last. e moment of losing is very hurtful. i lost a fren recently, one of i consider my best friend,she chose to end our friendship. not letting me know e reason behind it. she thinks im no longer who i used to be. am i? i also wanna know. my bf said im better,my parents thinks im nicer alrdy. but you think otherwise. ur testi to angie hurts me. i dont seem to be ur past. ya u might think im no longer that me but u too. you are not at all happy with ur life now,but you're acting as if u are. i dont wish to say so much. its of no use. you had alrdy put a FULLSTOP to our friendship. i was damn wrg to think that u're e most mature n understanding out of e 4 of us. u n some other people are longing for fame now which i dont tink its e right thing n right time to do at this period of time. u are not who u wish to be now. ya,perhaps you're right, everybody had changed. but u chose friendship as e path to change. i treat ppl equally. adeline u angie joyce jas to equal standards and level of friendship. i have all my rights to do wad i like to do. simliarly,u too. but im happy,how abt u? frankly, you're not. not at all. you're only faking ur own happiness. you're not ur right self now. by saying all these,facts wont change; i know. if u ever read this, i wanna give u 2 words. BE YOURSELF. our entire 5 years friendship shall end here. right here. do take care though.
its afternoon nap time. bye,people.
my bf call. . . . . . . out i go.
loveS.
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4:02 PM
i kind of flung my entire prelim. im really SICK of studying. but i'll stil get on with it. went KBOX aft school with jas joyce xie shun ivan. rather fun. im happy i could stil maintain my high pitch. hahas. zong was sleeping. sleeping. went hme at 7. reached hme ard 7plus 8. i saw e guy who wanted to know me at kbox at k box last time. hahas. mum cooked. delicious. my hp was totally flat ytd. charged my hp straight aft i came hme n realised DEAR called many times. he called hme too. i called back. he kinda revived when i called back. hahas. worried ah? ha. thinking of jas n kel oncoming birthday. no money. stil gotta pay $40 for prom nite. im so desperated for cash now. i dont know. this 3 things cant be delayed. this makes it WORSE. *headache. school tmr. BORED. veri tired. i will sleep at 10. confirm. hahas. bye. counting down soon. . . goodnite.
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9:44 PM
slept at 3plus ytd nite n woke up at 9.30am for church service. aft service,went to zong hse to eat CURRY! bukit batok ah ma cooked de. it was damn delicious la. zong also woke up bathed n ready to go work. he gt cough. but dont worry,i'll take good care of him. hahas. he called me to acc him to work n ya,i did. ha. in shop,we play n laugh n sing n smoke n everything tgt! fun. went to find janelle at ezen. chit chat with her. zong's fren soon huat came to find him take something. we kinda shocked to see each other. bought green tea for zong to drink. meng hua came later. n we decided to bet on soccer. tonight's match. NEW CASTLE vs EVERTON. 3 of us $10 each. but my earnings will be more if win. hopefully we wil win n go shopping!! hahas. went hme aft that. zong cal me take cab hme. he gave me money. mum came hme 5mins aft me. hahas. jie too. now watching SINGAPORE IDOL. hope hady will win! wee wee wee. . gtg. *dinner time.
YAOZONG is my HUSBAND fullstop.
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7:57 PM
hello ppl! its blogging time. . jus reached hme frm zong's hse. went town jalan jalan n ate japapnese food. hahas. went back to his hme at 10plus,rest n chit chat with his mum n aunties. i made them laugh! hahas. we talked abt zong n me,our future marriage! i think they reali love me n i too treat em like my own family. zong's mum complain zong to me. i scolded him. hope he will listen. he go meet eugene they all,den i go hme. actually wanted to stay at his hse today but nvm. hahas. veri happy today! DEARdear treat me very good these days. i hope this wont end. HAHA so childish n foolish to say this! omg. love ya so much,BABY! i reali enjoyed myself today. n ya ya ya,i miss ADELINE! gotta reali meet up with her soon. .
23/24 sep: HAPPY day!
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2:23 AM
im so SO bored at hme. i miss my HUSBAND. i miss my FRIENDS. i miss my PARENTS. i miss my SISTER. i miss my IN-LAWS. i never go visit ah ma. =X. mum's flying to malaysia tmr. she damn enjoy la. jus came back from phillippines now,malaysia. i hope DEARdear will go out with me tmr. *i know he wont though.
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11:47 PM
jus reached hme. paper was difficult. but ya,predicted. meeting JOYCE ANGIE JASMIN IVAN CHEAH SHUN at 12.30om. late right? no choice cos they gt to prepare several food stuffs. *xin ku le. me n ivan are e least contributers. hahas. forget to take my pencil case from ivan,my keys are inside. luckily my dad is at hme. ha. i gt all my stuffs ready alrdy. so i can slack now. hopefully it wont rain today' haha. guess i'll be leaving early. .gotta go hospital with zong to see ah ma. get well soon,AH MA! *love u'GOD BLESS. cant wait for later man! hahas. 1045 go bath n prepare. it wil be a fun day! will be back at nite to update our happenings,so,check them out later! PRELIMS are FINALLY over. but sadly,1 straight month more to Os. HOW?
byE.
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10:09 AM
HELLO people in da house! hahas. . woke up at 6plus to study today. paper starts at 10.30am. DEARdear cal me at 5plus call me go downstairs meet him. meng hua shi chang n him riding bicycle. i very tired, so rejected him. hahas. physics paper is okay but didnt have time to complete it. 8 marks gone! freak. angie was in school to study. shocked to see her. if im her,i'll slp at hme cos no paper! went carrefour with angie n joyce to buy snacks for our SENTOSA outing. aft i went hme first. meeting jie at 6. went hme bath change make up took mrt down to cityhall. jie bought hp. 3G. RICH is she. she treat me eat in one of e HONG KONG restaurant. my favourite restaurant actually. my older sis i reali veri glad to have her as my jie. she loves me alot n ya i believe she will take care of me in e future. took a cab hme. got in n e meter was $5.50. hahas. but jie pay. RICH. reach hme n started checking e new hp. pack my clothes n necessities for tmr. rather excited. hahas. long time nv go alrdy. dear jus came to find me pass me one white shorts. i too pass him e present i bought for him. i guess he like it. no. it's LOVED it. he sae long time nv see me. hahas. where gt? he must have miss me. he gave me 3 kisses. simply love him alot! he went to henderson aft that. stil haven cal me. . tmr's last paper Sci p1. yeah. but its e starting of my hardworking period. ha. gtg. bathing time n study aft that.
to darlin' LARISSA and goodies'CINDY & CYNTHIA:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
loveS.
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9:43 PM
havin a terrible headache now. emaths n poa P2 caused it. im reali gonna flung my entire prelim. can reali feel e pressure now. tmr's physics P2. a 10plus paper. gt more time to study. . aft paper went to qi hse n took elaine's bikini from her. thurs,going SENTOSA aft our last prelim paper. wanted to wear black colour 'KI' this time so got no choice but to borrow from elaine. thanks.ELAINE! went hme aft that. sleepy man. n ya,i slept til now. zong also jus woke up. ytd kind of angry him but forget abt it. i dont wanna be that petty STEPHanie i used to be. i reali want him to know i stil make conscious effort to keep this so-called relationship tgt. sometimes i really feel like giving up but i dont know. . there is stil a feeling btw us that its still not gone. i guess its e way he always protect me. i think i love him back alrdy. i'll let GOD decide. its fate yeah. i just simply need his care FOREVER. pray for me,people' gtg study. loves.
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7:41 PM
waHA. im back hme~ went PS jus nw to meet my jie. i waited 45mins for her. n i even took a cab down cos it was raining heavily. *zong called n told me he on e way to henderson play football. meter: $7. *FREAK. we went shopping for awhile. jie realised she forgot to take her wallet so she went back CITIBANK to take. must wait again. but this time was much much faster. when we're abt to leave,2 men approached jie n me ask ques. . i dun feel like entertaining so kept giving him cold ans. jie was much more sporteous.we were kind of in a hurry but e man stil insisted we sat n listen wad he have to sae. jie asked whether was it INSURANCE n ya,it was. so concidental,jie recently jus bought one of e premium. e quy was rather funny though,though quite disappointed too. another came n sat wit us. again tok to me. hahas. i was giving my best of attitude. ha.S. bad ah? went wisma topshop n far east aft that. jie bought shoes me,nothing. wanted to save for several of my frens' birthday. . this week kind of over spent. *shake head* went lido n eat PEPPER LUNCH. jie n me were veri starving. we actually ate every single bit of everything,except for my veg! hahas.
went hme aft that. tired. veri tired. mum's coming hme tonight! *miss her. msg zong i reach hme alrdy. he called n say he at mh hse watch soc. later msg me. but i went to slp aft awhile. it was a good slp with a sweet nite msg from him later at nite. tmr's POA 1. haven study too late to study as well. its 10am paper. will be waking up at 7.30am to read. wish me luck!
off i go!
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11:36 PM
i realized that i really got ALOT of clothes, accessories , bags n slips at home!
im learning how to design my own clothes. so,BYE-BYE to old clothes~ im gonna CUT u! WAHAHAs.
gotta go bath n prepare to go shopping again. .NEW clothes,wait for my arrival!
VINTAGE tees rocks. retro n one-coloured trend is NO LONGER in demand.
VINTAGE is in da house for roughly 2 mths alrdy. wondering wad comes next~ GRAFFITI clothing? hahas,PERHAPS. by den i gotta SPEND again . . YAOZONG n ADELINE: control me!!
to YAOZONG: jus wanna say IloveYOU.
bye,ppl. im so happy. .
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3:34 PM
hahas. its blogging time! ytd nite didnt manage to blog because i was too tired. jus woke up; never go for church service today. i'll most probably be meeting my jie later go walk walk. went to town n bugis with my goodie,ADELINE ytd. we spent ALOT of $ therefore we're now declared BANKRUPT. hahas. Adeline is reali my ONE n ONLY best fren,we almost had everything in common n most imptly,she knows how i feel n will always be there to make me feel better. ade: dont cry when u read this. hahas. but to my other good frens like angie n joyce,i stil LOVE u two! all of u meant everything to me. let's get married, pregnant n grow old together in e future! HAHAS.. our first stop was taka,both of us saw individual's puma bag which we like. den we bought venetana ice cream n headed towards heeren. saw several vintage tees at newurbanmale so we went to find augustine to ask HOW MUCH DISCOUNT. kind of nv see him for quite awhile alrdy. hahas. we're stil considering whether anot to buy; till now. ha. at action city we come across dice lighters but no stocks for e design. however we reserved them at bugis. ade bought 2 for herself n her bf n me for myself n zong. walked down to far east to eat n buy food for zong. chat with him awhile n ya,he was real hungry. meng hua gary n jera were in shop too. saw a mirror/brush in da shop,cal zong help me pay first. jus love it! didnt reali shop much at far east cos tues shop alrdy. ade n me only bought a slip each. left for PS to make keychain which we saw on tues. there were many colour combination in e end i chose orange'white for myself n brown'white for zong. ade make blue n pink. gotta wait for 2hours+ so we went to bugis to collect our lighters. took bus 7,FULL HOUSE. ade angry a fat man who pushes his way in overtaking her. in e end,most frustrating is,he drop at the next bus stop! i told ade maybe he thinks its only 1 stop den was praying of PLS LET ME IN! hahas. we were chatting den i realise kind of gt 1 shadow behind me. i turn back i saw 1 veri very tall man with long hair clutches his hand at the bar,bending down slightly. i burst into laughter! told ade den we laugh tgt. hahas i cant control kp laughing. he even alight at e same bus stop as us. HAHAs. took our lighter den went to bugis village to shop. adeline n me bought fake nails each she buy fingers de i buy toes de. hahas. ade also bought a belt for her bf. went to drink water n smoke. went to icon bugis saw jiaqing n ren ying n frens. kind of give em attitude. ade talked to ry though. ade saw a mirroe she likes. ade leaving for changi later to meet her bf so i msg zong whether want to go hme tgt. he sae later aft work den msg me. 5mins to 8 s we smoke again before hailing a cab. save $2. ha. gt 1 aunt scold us sae cannot smoke there. bastard. as is smoke can go thru e glass to her cakes. hahas. took cab to PS to take our keychains,it wasnt ready yet so we went to buy herbal tea for CY-ade's bf. went to flesh imp,oh my,buy buy buy again. a shirt each though. e keychains were PERFECT. it was damn beautiful la. hahas i vei damn happy im headache kind of gone. my stomach starts to hurt den. sat at mac somking area to wait for cy. he wil be coming down to fetch ade. ade no need go up. msg zong how. he sae cannot he kind of not free cal me go back first later come find me. kind of conflicts later cos i didnt reali believe abt where he told me he was going. but aft that i sae sorry n ya,everything was fine. he msg me again when he knock off. actually wanted to go back his hse but changed my mind. reached home early. at home, i bath set my hair eat maggie mee wash e clothes n wrap up e little presents i bought for zong. i fold 31 hearts that represented our 31mths of relationship. hahas i ever fold 365 hearts for him for our 1year anniversary THEN. hahas.if fold agin must fold another 730. hahas. 0150 bed time. 0316 zong called. ask me abt wei lun that thing. i was half awake i forgot wad i sae n wad he sae now. only know its abt wl. he like angry me now. i dont know. i guess he wont msg me today or even forever. . . thats all for ytd n today. tc,people.
share e beautiful keychain with all of you. .
this is mine. (ABOVE)
this is his. (BELOW)
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12:57 PM
its 11.41am in e morning. slept at ard 6.30 am n woke up at 10plus. hahas. feeling tired . .but gotta wake zong up for work. its his turn to open shop today but he's still asleep. had a wonderful nite tgt with him ytd. .went to petrol station to buy food both of us are freaking hungry. nt much choices we actually decided to take a cab to ABC market n eat but we nv bring along our hp. n feelilights,tv n com wasnt off too. in e end, we cooked porridge n some small dishes! it was 3am den. hahas. n watched garfield 2. funny show;didnt get to watch when it was screening then. . meeting adeline later at 2. actually gt my stuffs prepared alrdy jus gotta roll to e bathroom n bath n put on my comestics. reali feeling tired. . but its worth it. i felt very much in love with him again ytd nite. that feeling-i duno how to say it out. its like i stil feel protected by him. he told me he wouldnt let anyone touch me n will kp me frm harm. saying this might feels nothing to u readers but to me,a thousand words ngs in a mixture. we tot new names for our future kids though we did discuss it last 2 years ago! he actually say names like elizabeth,samantha,regina- all e drop-dead out-dated names! hahas. i still prefer FEEBIE n CHANEL though. hahas. sons will be BRYAN n JUNIOR. hahas. im gonna be a pig next time. but i jus simply love kids. . its going to be 12nn soon. gtg hands off n wake him up n prepare myself. study hard,friends. while i enjoy! hahas tmr den study.
jus wanna SHOUT OUT:
THANKS for e BEAUTIFUL nite,ZONG.
LOVE'S BEAUTIFUL!
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11:41 AM
YAOZONG's coming my hse n sleep. arriving at 12mn. im dozing off soon though. . ha.
wad's our relationship?
SAVE me,people!
i tot i could forget you . . .
LOVE is a STRANGE thing.
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11:12 PM
ha. has been quite a long time since i last blog. i guess if i dont,my tag will be flooded. ppl cant wait to know abt updates isit? hahas. veri busy with my prelims these days. it reali SUCKS BIG TIME! i think i'll most probably FLUNG all of e subj. except for eng.this week was definitely a tough one. late sleep,e culprit! 4more days qith 5 more papers to go. really gotta work hard. . but as everyone says: IT'S PRELIM ONLY! with one more mth to go before e actual O lvl,im gonna work extremely hard for it! hahas. wish me all e best,people! to all e Olvl students of this yr,same regards to all of ya! it was geo paper today,my most favourite subj. but my 11marks kinda GONE. no time. always. geo 1h30mins where can? feeling petty upset abt it. but i guess i could only blame on my bad time management. ha.S. ivan cheah shun joyce angie n me went far east to eat chicken rice n acc ivan go hair profile cut hair. e ppl there was veri 'LANG LANG QIANG' hahas. went VIVIE to look for felicia but she wasnt there. e chicken rice was rather nice. ivan's hair was a success too. thanks to joyce! hahas. was raining petty heavily,it was early in e morning 11plus but e sky seems 8pm in e nite. we were petty shocked. hahas. went to find Jeslin at eZen chatted for awhile. tmr adeline n me will be roaming town again so will chat more with her. . jie n jie fu going out play manjong again,dad went indoneasia,mum went philippines. leaving me alone at home. zong nv cal me,he told me he will come my hse acc me til tmr. but ? no news of him. ha. actually gt alot of things to blog. . these few days many things happened. jus to onli mention abt tues when i went town with my best fren,adeline,jiu gt alot of things to blog. lazy to type hahas jus wanna say,i bought clothes again! hahas. todae's fri,all along its my play day,but aft a long week,this time wil be my rest day instead. . i believe tmr will have better updates den today. do visit my blog n read on . . .
LOVES,
STEPHanie.
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10:14 PM
haven been blogging for several days..was veri busy going out. haven reali start on studying. i think today ya,TODAY. which is late alrdy. im at zong's hse now,also known as my 2nd hme. its 3+pm n he's nt awake yet. he have to report to work at 3pm but he's stil slacking at his bed,stil msging n listening to songs. stayed at his hse ytd,we talked n talked til 445am den went to bed. actually im rather tired also.. hahas. freak man ytd cannot go dlb O because of something happen. maybe next time ba. gtg now. making maggie mee for him. *troublesome. hahas.
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3:11 PM
u hurt me once again. this time i really had enough. happy for u that you've found your TRUE LOVE. i will keep to my last nite's promise to u. i did gave u a chance ytdnite but u stil chose to repeat that you had a gf. if its so,I BELIEVE.
to that SO-CALLED gf of his: take care of ur ASS*
i will live better than you.
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1:18 PM
woke up at 10am,had onli 7hours sleep. using com since then. so boring now. joyce's working so couldnt meet me but maybe meeting qiqi later. waiting for her cal. jeffrey coming my hse later. jiejie say he gt bruises all over his legs so didnt want to go out walk walk stay at hme better. *hahas for e info: JEFFREY is my future bro-in-law. listening to songs now,mainly chinese. almost all of my frens encourage me to join SUPERSTAR but i duno! most probably i'll join e 3rd season (if there is). i wanna attend vocal lesson b4 joining any competition. MUSIC CLINIC perhaps? hahas. im so glad that some of my frens sae they will support me n vote for me! CRAZY they all! i accompany them SIAO also. hahas! i wish 2007 faster come. . .i wanna join MUSIC CLINIC,learn YOGA,take up FRENCH,CLUB more oftenly,SMOKE all i want,enjoy my glorious 18! n many many more! i wanna travel with my loved ones to all parts of e world. at e age of 30,i wanna make a trip to AFRICA! n hopefully HE will be with me all along. omg! im dreaming so oftenly nowadaes,can someone SAVE me~ hahas. . anw,i found SOMETHING n wld like to share it with all of you people out there! i placed my own accessory with it too. ha.
CHECK THIS OUT!
yz for YAO ZONG! ha.
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3:17 PM
it's blogging time again. woke up at 4.30pm today. hahas. ytd had a great time with 2 of my good frens. but because of some INCONVIENCE i cant actually dig out those fun parts for YOU to see. =P. ytd i actually have my eyes open for 24hours. i was damn tired when i reached hme. i think it was ard 3.30am.wanted to go back zong's hse to slp but he's not coming back hme. so wad for go when he's not beside me? HAHA! next wed i guess we r meeting each other to get HIGH again! hahas. back to school stuffs- e morning started with a heavy rain but i stil manage to meet mingmao at e interchange. luckily i brought umbrella or else i guess we gotta stay at e bus stop for quite awhile. can e school link a shelter? e most annoying part was when we got into school jus at e sch gate we saw several prefects taking umbrellas to e bus stop! their umbrella was much much bigger than mine! hahas.it was boring in sch in e earlier part. but when it was upper sec's turn to go to e hall,e FUN reali starts. though this yr's celebration was kinda simple. 3/4 and SHINE had their singing performance n i was liking screaming n cheering so damn loudly! hahas kind of like a MAD lady. saw many ex gessian came back esp. last year's batch. was feeling rather weird its like im stil in my uniform while they're casually dressed n had their hair dyed although we're same age. but i understand. its life wad- im facing e fact that im 'STUPIDER'. hahas. aft everything ended,joyce kel angie cs ivan n me went to approach yimin to clarify certain things. its a bad thing but i guess its so called settled alrdy. ya,*PEACE* hopefully such things wont happen again. joyce was fuming though. hahas. i took a cab hme aft that. i realise that i left my umbrella in class! i msg my darling.LARISSA to tel her,she laughed. hahas. im quite bad nowadaes,i kind of feeling im neglecting larissa but i told her im sorry. so darling,if u're seeing this,i want to tel e whole world that: IM SORRY for neglectin you! hahas. bathed n get dress up to meet joyce jas n cs at town for a show. cal zong to see whether he's heading for work too so that we could take bus tgt. he didnt pick up. i realise kel angie ivan dehao wayne n daniel were ard too when i gt there. hahas. we went to a halal restaurant to eat. i didnt eat rather full. we sat a long table,it was like reunion dinner! hahas. im so glad joyce jas kel angie n me,our friendship is COMING back. i dono whether isit but it feels like it to me. we headed down to ms aft that. its raining profusely again. wonder y nv rain todae? ha. 4.10pm show BREAK UP. we stil had 1 more hour to go b4 e show starts. some played pool some went shopping kel n me sat at a corner. kel wasnt feeling too well. it was veri boring sitting ard so i went to shop to find Adeline. we went to smoke n talk cock. zong called n told me he off todae n he from next mth onwards den give me $50. hahas. wayne paid for all of us including e popcorn nachos n drinks. we actually acted as if nth happened. hahas. so BAD. =X. e show was great i cried during some scenes. reflectin on my own love life. jas n joyce was sitting beside me. jas slept halfway e show. joyce n me laughed. hahas. i kept going to e toilet ytd. hahas. gt one part, jas knock her arm at my breast. it was...veri..PAINFUL! aft e show i separated from them to meet my 2 frens for e NIGHT. hahas. everything was fun ytd. so full of energy. hopefully life will be so beautiful frm now onwards. today: i will be staying at hme. ya,friday n i'm staying at HOME. wanted to go find zong's mum n aunts but kinda lazy. hahas. i want to watch CHN U 10pm show! hahas. hands off soon.. ..
anw,adding on...
kelly,GET WELL SOON!
to all e loving coaches: HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!
shichang,HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
♥Appreciating the memories ..
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