Edits in Grey @ 7 Jan 1:35am

Guess what?
i finally found this top online !
im going to transfer the money to the supplier tmr and it will be mine in a few days time !
though it's much more expensive($26) compared to the previous time when i saw it at $21. i have sent an email to her to bargain! hope she's good enough to lower the price and close this deal.
plus, HOPEFULLY, it will look exactly the same as shown in this picture.
:) HAPPY!

I MANAGED TO CLOSE THE DEAL AT 21 BUCKS ! (PAID!)

Alright. i haven been blogging since day 1 of 2009. however, i have nothing to blog !!! i have moved back home again from my boyfriend's house (my mum asked me to move over to Bebe's house - since im always staying there and not at home). worth considering ! LOL. these 6 days, im like 24 hours beside my Bebe. watching him play game and soccer; eat, sleep, drink, shop, everything tgt lah ! so, thats all you guys have to know. no use blogging day by day saying the same things. HAHA!

i'll most probably meet my Besties this week.
will update soon alrite?

its time to buy CNY clothes! this year i'll be wearing very simple(got idea what to wear already. hopefully, can find it!); unlike past years.

and please please please : I WANT MY LONGGGGGG HAIR BACK !

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Sis will be leaving for Bangkok in 2 days time.
she better buy clothes for me - if not, i'll KICK her back there!

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39 days to Valentine's Day.
its not just a "let's-celebrate-we-are-bf-and-gf -day" for my boyfriend and i. but a day which leads us to recall this very day/date 5 years ago; how important this day means to us, our preservance towards this relationship, the obstacles and challenges which we overcome tgt which leads to who we are today. some people used to ask me ain't i tired of being in such a long relationship and my answer is a Big NO. to me, as long as i abide by my own principle(Faithfulness), i will get what i want, which is Respect and Love from my partner.

5th year - WOW WHOOOOO!!!!

let me share something with you which i told my boyfriend ytd.
these few days, i have been 'envying' girls who wear pretty clothes to clubbing - and for no reason, i find myself getting older and uglier each day. i have millions of clothes at home - i used to be someone who you can never find me wearing the same clothes within a month. but since dunoo when.. you can actually spot me wearing back the same old clothes weeks after weeks. perhaps, days after days. i can wash it and wear it; wash it again on the night itself and wear it the next day again(for pants lah). im famous for wearing dresses/skirts in the past - anything that's the latest trend, you can catch me wearing it. i need at least 2 hours to dress myself up. i used to have strangers asking me where i bought my stuffs. but now, im just someone with clothes on. even at times when i do wear dresses and skirts, i kinda dont have 'that feel' anymore - that feel of being pretty. come to think of it - perhaps its becos i need to sit bike all the time that i cant wear dresses or short skirts; degrading myself to shorts shorts shorts with tees tees tees! LOL.

then, i found another reason to convince myself.
(was telling Bebe)that is: i would rather be a ugly girl who wears simple clothes and have a happy relationship than being a pretty girl who wears stylo-mylo clothes to club and not have a stable relationship.

cos to me,the percentage of 'Sarong Party Girls'(girls who clubs every week) having a stable relationship/a man who truly loves her is as low as 1.346768365392%. if im a guy finding a gf, i wouldnt want a girl who clubs every week. perhaps girls like this deserve being in a scandal only.

Clubbing every week used to be my forte even before i was legal to. but now, i really find girls doing this pretty 'amazing' yet stupid. its all about gaining attention. i mean, aint those girls tired? tired of clubbing EVERY WEEK? my goodness sake! i bet i'll be happier and more excited to go clubbing when perhaps there's a birthday celebration etc? rather than clubbing at the same place every week just becos you guys have nowhere to go or cant wait to dance in front of people? *FAINTS.

dont you guys agree with me?

perhaps being pretty for one day(wedding dinner or CNY etc) will make me think 'i like very pretty today leh!' rather than being pretty everyday and on occasions like CNY, i dun find myself special or expectionally pretty.
LOL.
(^thats the 3rd way to convince myself.)

but no deny that i somehow miss clubbing, dancing crazily, heavy make-up, fake lashes and high heels !
hahah. but if sacrificing these things can make me a better person and grant me true love, WHY NOT? im most willingly to give up.

however, maybe its my hair . since i cut my hair, i dont feel so pretty anymore. HAHAHA!
so, HAIR, please please please grow faster !

after getting a job - hair grows long : I WILL BE BACK IN LINE WITH FASHION ONCE AGAIN. (i promise.)

good night. :)