i am very tired. zong is very tired. we are going to slp. sales nt bad today,very busy e whole entire day..today is e last day of me working full time. next mth start,i'll be wrking part-time. i'm a filial wife n daughter,cos i buy every single thing i had with my own money;except for this time,my school fee. but i'll be paying half for e 2nd n last fee. i dont use my parent's money since 2years ago. it's time to let my parents live well. i want to be as capable as my elder sister. i must save. save save save. i'm getting to be a better daughter,sister,fren n wife to my love ones. today,i know abt something n i find it very funny!! LOL. HAHA HAHA HAHAHA. tmr's off day! going church! it's PALM SUNDAY. impt event. meeting zong in e afternoon to do last min school preparation for monday. n yes,my school's starting real soon. MONDAY! i wanna go eat den slp alrdy. zong is alrdy asleep. n yes,ppl,i dont club anymore. n i dont miss it at all. i no longer need e attention of others;cos i always get it while im working n most imptly,i am married. i only need to look and feel beautiful to zong. happiness is wad is impt to me;not fun anymore.
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11:41 PM
MY HAPPY FAMILY! haha. haha.
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2:32 AM
alrite alrite..i'm back i'm back~ LOL. let's tell u abt ytd n today's happenings! im at zong's hse right now. pass him back his hp;i forgot to return him ytd. i whole day never eat,only jus ate macdonald. LOL. today is sooo strange. i call zong he busy;he called me i busy! we dodnt get to hear each other voice lah! LOL. but now,he's just in front of me. HAHA. sale's soo bad for a friday n ya,im gonna repeat myself again. IM SICK OF WORKING! surprisingly, i didnt buy anythings today! LOL. today,overall is a normal day. reverse reverse to ytd. end work at 7.30pm. zong came to fetch me den walk walk at far east. for reali AWHILE onli. i bought 2dresses $53 n a project shop pencil box $20. LOL. im going to buy zong a topman shorts. LOVEhim~ after that ,we went to buy crystal jade bread.. LOL. den headed to cineleisure to check on e movie time. TMNT dont have! so,we decided to watch THE NUMBER 23. we dunoo wad kind of show is it. LOL~! but i really like e show. to me,it's a good show. good start good ending,very good story line. u ppl SHOULD watch. nice show! went back his hme to eat satay,chicken wings n oyster,which his mum bought. i eat till sooo full.. LOL! aft that,i went hme,nv stay. =( my terrible period cramp is killing me. i want to be a guy! LOL. den zong is gal! LOL. zong jus asked me: need to type so long? LOL. i dun wanna type alrdy. go acc him.. BYEBYE!
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11:23 PM
ok. someone jus need to stop me from shopping. i bought a top for $25 n a dress for $65. my god! my terrible shopping craze~ *dont scold me when u c this,zong! i dont dare to tell u on e phone. e dress was abit dirty so e salesgirl brought it to dry-clean for me. shld be able to get it by sat. tmr work till 7.30pm! YEAH! meeting zong aft that.. want to buy bag n pencil box tmr. alrite,let's cancel e bag,only buy pencil box. i've gt too many bags that i can bring...but....... tmr's shopping very difficult to predict. i might or might not buy. maybe buy even more stuffs! HAHAHA! =P.. sales are getting frm bad to worse. i jus hate wrking nowadays! i didnt went to club with ade today,jus gotta TING HUA. i must save money!!!!!! i wanna get a new hp first before i stop spending. LOL! hmm..i think next mth den buy. ya, goes as planned. ren with this phone for another mth,next mth den buy! LOLOLOLOL~ next mth onwards,i'll be working part-time in my current wrking place,so u ppl can still find me there. seriously,must save money! i want a lap-top for my birthday! YAOZONG!!!,buy laptop give me! i like VESPA bike. i also noe wad to buy for zong alrdy for his birthday. but i want a chalet room to fulfil it! if not,it will be another gift. but he cfm will like. LOL. so bu yao lian! HAHA! 45days to my birthday! love you,ppl. =) BYEBYE!
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11:10 PM
after 4days of rest,IM GOING BACK TO WORK TMR!!!!!!!!!!!! morning still need to go to polyclinic for a jab. n im still awake! today didnt go becos it was raining n thundering~ so scary! i miss my wrking neighbours n e sense of anxiety when sales nt good! LOL! went to anchorpt n tiong bahru plaza with cindy cynthia in e afternoon. cynthia like a bag in LITTLEMATCHGIRL. i like a bag in another shop. its nt abt e price but its e last piece! to everyone who noes me well,I DONT TAKE LAST PIECE STUFF! no matter how i like! LOL. bought stationeries for school. 6days to school,new environment,new learning skill n knowledge! i almost gt everything prepared alrdy. jus need to buy another black long pants,bag n pencil box. by tmr,i think can buy all! roam far east plaza! anw,this mth's sales target CONFIRM wont hit! LOL. go shopping! realised that i very long nv go church to pray alrdy. even sundays when im off or on medical leave,i still overslept n nt attend e masses. this week i'll make sure i GO! *Sorry,GOD,for me being disobedient,sometimes its e temptation making fun of me.* nv see zong for 1.5days,i very miss him. hope things will improve... just want him to take care of me forever without a condition frm both parties. since our 3rd year anniversary,i really felt i cant dont have him with me. i dont know to use words to explain but aiya~ its abt my feelings towards him that is somehow stronger than before. jus simply love LOVE love HIM. too used to his love. i did something to him last week,n we kinda separated. seriously i very scared,cos machiam this time he's really leaving me lah~ i hope its nt true. BETTER BE NOT TRUE! i might not be able to take it! LOL. no1 will understand my love for him. even him,even you,ppl. only myself.
i'm capable to love him,but incapable to leave him. that's all i have to say..
sleeping time! view e pictures below~ n hear me sae: GOODNITE!
tmr will be a better day!
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1:20 AM
VERY CUTE LAH!
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12:45 AM
You are The Moon
Hope, expectation, Bright promises.
The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.
The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
Year 2007 Romance
Provided by Astrology.com
Taurus
In 2007, physical comfort will be a high priority for you. You'll find great pleasure spending time at fitness clubs and enjoying the luxury of massage and bodywork. It's important for you to stay in good shape and feel strong and healthy. Your strong desire for partnership is clearly emanating from your energy field. You are pleasant, attractive and have a happy-go-lucky nature, which will attract people to you like bees to honey. You'll feel comfortable and secure as you get a positive response from just about everyone you encounter.
You work hard on being generous and take pride in having people like you. Your sexual needs will be fulfilled, and security will come to you when your values and emotions are clearly defined. You prefer an idealistic and philosophical partner with strong values like your own. At the beginning of the year, that special someone might just be the one as love waltzes into your life when you least expect it. You need someone who loves sensual comforts as much as you do.
By the end of the year, your passion makes you truly believe you have found your right life partner and you may start thinking about settling down, or just becoming more relaxed in your relationship. You'll enjoy getting to know each other and developing a sustained quality in your passion. You realize how important feeling holistically connected is to developing a lasting relationship. You need to break through old limitations and boundaries. Your affection can change drastically in the way you express yourself, so let this be the year you learn to share your heart with clarity. Enthusiastically giving yourself to another is the idealistic part of you who likes to share love. You and your lover are sure to feel like you're in heaven in '07!
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2:07 AM
im still on e computer.going to play games again. zong bought chicken porridge n 2 bottles of tonic drinks for me. my lovely mum brew tonic for me too. pictures will be below. he just left my hse. he tanned till so dark. indian boy! LOL. i just love him la. FULLSTOP. must ting hua ting hua! must change must change. now channel 8 very nice show. chow ren fa show. BYEBYE!
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10:22 PM
today is my 3rd OFF day. my body is still very ITCHY! i bth~ im feeling so boring at hme...nth to do nth to play..nobody to talk to. i looked like an auntie; a housewife with my hair bun up so messy la! i miss yaozong.. i miss e sun! LOL. i want to go out tmr! I DONT CARE!. holiday inn,outram go SALES. armani xchange,dkny etc. zong's going i think. ade too. maybe me too! LOL! but i cannot try. =( later i pass my disease to ppl..=O! byebye. gaming time~
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6:10 PM
im off today again but for bad reasons. i 'BORN SNAKE'(in hokkien)!!! yucks~ my eyes are sore too n i believe my boss is angry with me for taking OFF! school called me a few days ago n told me start of school postponed to 2nd april'07 instead of 26th march. means i have more time to prepare for school n hunt for another black skirt! i reali reali like e FUTURE STATE skirt. hope bugis seiyu branch will restock. wondering e 2 black 'very' straight-cut pants can wear to school anot. hopefully can. i miss studying alot~ i wanna faster start n faster end. 1year course.den i wanna work; earn alot of money; buy car; marry yaozong n have 4 babies! thats LIFE! i MUST study hard to nt let my mum down again. i need to be a better person now. its time to change thoroughly.
just one last dance....
just one last chance..
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3:29 PM
off today went out with ade to bugis buy my stationeries. bought a future state long black pants. went far east acc ade buy jacket. met esther aft that. walked down wisma n taka. went to 4 future state branches but no my skirt sizes. i love that skirt la.. so sad! went party world with est ade n est fren,valerie. sing till 11plus. den go hme. very tired now. miss my yaozong sooo much. hope he wil reconsider.. ...
all i need is another chance. i need to be a good gal frm now.
maybe like this i can be given this another chance.
god,bless me. i really regret n know my mistake alrdy. sorry.
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12:14 AM
IM SORRY,zong. please forgive me. dont leave me. i cannot dont have you... im really sorry dear.
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12:12 AM
alrite. today is a boring day. no sales. ade n me kept calling each other.LOL. i ran out of shop for ard 12times? !! LOL. spend $85 today. eat buy n buy. bought all e products of GARNIER. wanna try something new. hahas! *zong's sick. im worried. but believe he's better now. still can make fun of me jus now= OK ALRDY! he treat me very gd nowadays n i also very ting hua. hopefully,yayaya,e same things again; hope everything stays SWEET! 7 more days to school. sunday,zong going to acc me buy my school stuffs. shirts n skirt i buy alrdy. still need to buy another shirt n pants. sationeries n mostly imptly,pump shoes. tmr gotta call e school n ask wad kind of pump shoes. i'll be very busy when school reopens. school.work.school.work. i think i'll be drop-dead tired when i reach hme. scared no time for zong also. i hope go in that class gt frens which can get along with me. LOL! i must reali study hard n earn money at e same time. my next pay,im going to buy zong a gift. no idea wat yet but im sure there will be. 54days to my birthday. car licence awaits me! 2007 will be defintely a year of change. miss zong alot nowadays. i dont know y. jus plainly wanna be with him;BE WITH HIM! smoking alot lately,gotta cut CUT CUT! tmr's is michael's wedding,hope he n his wife find their true happiness n all e best;my 100% wishes to em! when is my turn? i want get HONGBAO frm ADELINE GOH CAI PING! LOL! my money are getting lesser n lesser~ HELP!
GET WELL SOON,DEAR. love you*
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12:06 AM
jus reached home frm zong's hse. zong chang ben came to fetch me frm wrk today n surprisely,zong gave me a big surprise! he bought a leather LEVIS wallet for me. i like alot la. i like guy guy wallet,luckily he knows my XIN DE. pic will be down below. went vivo jus now actually wanted to watch movie but full seatings alrdy so we went to eat burger king n headed hme. watch chow ren fa e show. very funny la~ LOL! told zong how much i love him n i reali mean it ok? i felt that one dont have to commit something wrg den come n cherish their love ones. in a journey of true r/s,there are somethings which are higher priority. time flies,zong n me tgt for 3yrs+ alrdy. its all abt respect actually. posting my daily stuffs of zong n me is not to boost or watsoever. its letting ppl noe how much one must actually sacifice for long r/s. time/duration is nt everything,it's e mutual respect given by both parties that IS impt. all e gals in e world including me,can type n tell e whole world wat our bf do romantically,wat ex stuffs they buy for us,stayaing with em ,going holiday with em etc,but think~ is that wat u really want frm ur current or perhaps future r/s? i have been thinking this for weeks n til now,my ans is still a NEGATIVE 'yes'. i guess 99% of gals are e same as me. ok,im getting abit sentimental n emotional here. but to my lovely frens: think twice b4 any decision-making,being a start of a r/s,e end of it or e problems/obstacles incur. to my dirty enemies: stop being 'SLUT-FUL' cos u wouldnt want to be betrayed by ur future mate. come on ppl,THINK. not abt e time,its abt e entire happiness. i THINK i found my happiness,how abt YOU ppl out there?
a long r/s isnt easy,it takes more den LOVE to complete.
i have found my last jigsaw puzzle but whether e little pieces will stay tgt,no one will knows. but at least i TREASURE.
DEAR,thanks alot for e wallet. i love it~
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3:20 AM
show u some funny pics! LOL!
EXQUISITE!
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1:09 AM
went out with jiancong today.. watch movie 300. nt bad a show. aft that he went boat quay meet his frens den i went henderson meet my husband. miss him alot. i nv c him i very miss him. realized he is e one for me. find myself stupid to always quarrel with him over small matters,but i hope we can change for e better n live blissfully.
TAN YAOZONG,i love you laaaaaaaaaa~ n i meant ALOT.
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12:48 AM
hey hey,im back for update-TION! LOL! these are e things which happened on e 14th n 15th feb. read on,everyone~! zong n mum acc me to apply for school. n yeah,i gt it n will be starting school on e 26th of mach. e time is flexy frm 9am to 12pm. which means,i still can wrk full time at my current wrking place or find another job to pay for school n my daily stuffs. HAPPY! thank GOD! though i'll be mixing with more foreigners than locals but i guess things will go smoothly n time will pass fast! 1yr only n im done! diploma in hotel n casino management. e place is so convenient somemore. i realise something funny;maybe fishy or SCARY. ever since i moved here 11yrs ago,i had been taking bus 51 to my PRIMARY school,my SECONDARY school n now,my PRIVATE school. HAHA! fate. but im glad e school accepted me. zong aft that straight went G2000 help me chose uniform. so cute la he. love him~ both of us were tired so we took a cab hme n watch tv. aft that he went to his gym session n i continue to watch tv. ade called n met me at hse downstairs for a drink while wait for cy. 30mins n i went back up to zong's hse. he came back soon aft that,cooked maggie mee give me eat. cos he forget buy food for me lah! TULAN! lols..watch tv. use com. talk n look at him ti ko with him till 4plus'am den i cannot stand it alrdy i went to slp first. he joined me at 5plus but i donnoo. i asked him onli e next morning. LOL~ zong woke up at 10plus n kept calling me to wake up for sentosa. my eyes cannot open man..but in e end,i still guai guai wake up n go with him. sentosa was okok fun. eugene eugenia mh n chang were there too. talked cock here n there. i somehow felt i can communicate with em la. something got me feeling a soft side when i saw eugene n eugenia so close,very loving. i reali wish they can be tgt n stay happily. veron n mh too. n hopefully wendy n chang,once again. zong n me,not to sae;included as well! lol.. eugenia n me went bathing outside cos bathing rooms were packed. funny la we all. i really treat her as my lil sis,maybe becos i teng eugene n felt that she gt my past charcacter. LOL! palawan beach toilet sucks becos there was only 1 mirror n everyone was snatching for a glimpse of mirror look. luckily,eugenia n me snatch well n manage to squat down n make up.extremely at full view n legs went woobly aft that. lol! went to henderson play soc but raining so we stayed indoor. chang went hme to change n mh went to find veron,ben tag along though. separate cab,we went marina south to eat steamboat. very hungry. played arcade for awhile den went to eat.everyone's full! eug n eugenia went back first,but no cab. we saw them while heading to arcade. but lucky suddenly gt 1. 4 of us cannot hire a cab too. so we walked la! we walked la! my stomachache leh. very far la.. saw a grp of ah lians,n reali reali find myself very childish like em. but my past was better than em. at least i dun take 'butt pics'! lols. noisy freaks. im a mature lil' lady who noes wad i wanna possess in life. zong kept grabbing my butt today la,i reali dunoo y! but i love him. no 2nd thoughts abt him. he told me abt jane n everything abt;then. wad past is past. no moreS will be a blessing. =) took mrt hme. n now,im freaking tired. i wan to slp now. tmr's FREE day for zong n me. FREEDOM day.
everytime u bring me out n end of e day u asked:'KUAI XIN MA? WO DAI NI CHU LAI.. though i always YAYAYA..but i reali wanna tell u a million thanks for taking care of me e whole day. esp.that i am a troublesome n notorious gf. i really wanna delicate my whole life to you. life will be so wrong without you with me. LOVE YOU,dear.
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show u pics!
OUT OF SHAPE!
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12:08 AM
ok. it's e starting of my 3days off. im damn happy cos i dont have to go far east n serve some freaking CHINA customers! LOL! jus woke up. meeting zong n my mum to apply for school later. i have yet to take passport size photos. MAN! have to go dwn ABC market again! i bought 3tops ytd. i love em` n im gonna wear one of it later! lol. my sis sae look like lingeries! new stocks are very nice. ytd sales was gd. n i believe i will regret taking this 3days leave. LOL! this 3days,zong is gonna acc me 24hours. oh no! 72hours. i know he will be sian. but no choice,who call him is my BF. some gals want also dun have a bf to acc em. maybe they too longed for love that they find love in existing r/s of others. wat a SLUT man! LOL! anw,i'll be removing my password thing. i guess it's PEACE alrdy yeah! i assume la. if not,to those bo liao ppl,FANG MA GUO LAI! LOL! ade,dont laugh again hor! i miss ade la,so long nv meet her alrdy..u gd hor! omg,im supposed to be civilised in my blog!
EXCUSE ALL MY SINGLISH. bye~
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY,TAN YAO ZONG! my SEXYlove'
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11:50 AM
i am very tired. i love yaozong alot. ytd went his hse acc him. jus die die dont wanna let go again. sales nt bad. new arrivals today. all very nice. show u my new GUESS bag. n my funny face. ENJOY.
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11:43 PM
jus came back frm zong's hse. jus now went geylang to eat,celebrate his mum birthday. ate till full. went henderson with zong to play soccer. eugenia was there too. den went back his hme watch tv. aft 3days of quarrel,finally zong n me ok alrdy. YOU BETTER DONT SCOLD ME ANYMORE! kuku bird! lols. jus nw he carry me to his shoulders. very fun lah! i wan play again. lol! listening to cao ge cd now. nice songs!i off for 2days alrdy. cannot everytime like this alrdy. tmr back to wrk! ytd went out with adeline to buy things. bought a jeans n a GUESS bag n precila's present n ade's 'QIAN TA' e present n zong's mum gift. hope all of em love it! all GUESS de. love shopping with ade. but hate to always spend so much $$$. LOL. k,BYE!
DEAR,i hope things get better. this 3yrs isn't easy. but let's not give up. CHERISH me. n make it MORE. i love you. im glad u grant my conditions. believe me n ade that we r worth ur trust. we grow up alrdy,we noe how to think alrdy. TRUST ME. =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,AUNTIE!
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12:49 AM
jus came hme from zong's hse. went to eat steamboat. very full now. feel like drinking a hot cup of coffee but scared later cannot slp. watching vcd later. slept till too late today now cannot slp. hahas. sian..tmr gonna wrk again.
`i love yaozong.
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12:12 AM
today's sun. off day! slp till now den wake up. these 2days have been reaching hme late. n im so shagg n weary. went bali hse for conseuctively 2days.1st day with ade n e 2nd day with zong,chang eug ben mh.e nite with all of em was fun. ade n me tok crazy stuffs agin n went kbox too. everything was so happy when something spoils pur mood. e stupid taxi driver. oh~sorry! its a tortoise driver. Recently,zong n me had been quarreling alomost everyday,except for ytd. i dont know wad he wants n i also dunoo wad i wan. ...
Love is something bitter,
spicy,sour plus sweetie..
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6:23 PM
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