sometimes when i say i hate you, i wondered if its true.
i think im lying to myself. cos it seems you mean so much to me now.
this journey was never easy; not many couples could have made this far.
im confused onto what i want sometimes. but somehow you gave me the solution today.
live life to the fullest - with you.
thanks for being so sweet to me today. i really appreciated the effort.
i love you, boyfriend.
you might not be the richest or 'handsome-st' guy in the world, but you're definitely someone who is humble and faithful - good enough to find happiness with me. :)
to all: though money is essential in life, but it is never something that could buy love, happiness and faithfulness.
bear it in mind.
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Yeah! im going Tioman with Merissa Darl and Leo Bestie!
probably booking the package by next week! gotta wait for leo to come back from Surabaya first :)
mini updates:
25 March
met up with Merissa at People's Park Centre to check out the different travel packages for Tioman. decided on which agency we wanted alrdy! just got to wait for Leo to come back to Spore! ;) cant wait! headed down to Backyard for awhile - home sweet home!
26 March
lazy to make-up and everything so Bebe came over my house to accompany me :)
Fri: meeting Merissa darl! :) suddenly i miss Daiso ! hahaha.
Sat: a mini date with Bebe! dining at either Sakura or Yuki Yaki! :))
Sun: having dinner with my family and boyfriend! :)))
heading to bed soon ~ good night! sweet dreams*
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1:27 AM
23 March
mini update! :)
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Met up with my Besties at Backyard. eat, drink, chat and smoke together! :) Discuss about our Tioman trip - going to People's Park Centre and Golden Mile this Friday today with Merissa to check out the package prices ;) hopefully, Calista babe can go with us to Tioman! asked for permission from my boyfriend and he gave the Green Light! Yeah! but on one condition: i need to buy malaysia sim card so that he can call me :) another thing is the MONEY. might be looking for part time job first while waiting to find my full time job! =) Bebe came to fetch me from Backyard - headed to Lido to have Macdonald's - then accompanied him to Tan Tock Seng Hospital to see doctor(he's not well) - reached at 12midnite; left at 3.40am! damn super long! its not about the queue but the doctors there are 'turtle-y slow'! HAHAH! back to his home and ZzzZzz~ !
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49 days to my 20th Birthday!
haha! still long ... advance celebration in Tioman with the besties! :)
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3:14 AM
i have a new interest , a new love.
Say hello to Tatty Bear - Me To You!
i adored it since primary school - now im falling in love with it again.
i downloaded like hundreds of Me-To-You Bear handphone themes! im eagerly looking for the Bedsheet as well! tag me if you know where to get it! Im going to Kalm's to touch these cuties tmr! HAHAHA.
omg! i reali cannot like something - i'll search everything within my means to get it! :)
My birthday is coming! This is one of my wishlist . I want the super fat one (middle size).
Any kind souls?
tatty, i need you by my side now - as i have no one to cuddle to sleep anymore.
没想到你说最近选择 一个人睡 .
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3:51 PM
i need a break ... a break after 5 long years .
(dont ask me why or what happened please)
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2:08 AM
18 - 19 March
12+am: Bali House to celebrate Shi Wei's Birthday.
4am: back to Bebe's house. bath, change, sleep.
7+am: woke up to puke. LOL :)
3+pm: woke up!
7+pm: went for steamboat at novena with Bebe and his family.
9pm: back to his house
11+pm: Egames with Bebe and his frens.
4am: home sweet home ! :)
20 March
at home the entire day. super lazy.
im super fat these few days.
i ate 6 meals today.
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1:30 AM
Updates!
13 March
2nd time of the year that is Friday the 13th! nothing bad happened to me though - was on the other hand, pretty fun! LOL. 2nd interview in the morning - guessed i did pretty well, but unfortunately, i've decided not to take up this job due to the working hours. all along i thought the working hours will be office hours(which i wanted) but instead, it was retail hours! plus, i've got to work on saturdays as well! spare me, saturdays! i need friday night with my besties and saturday with my boyfriend, dude! :) i believe one day i could find a job which i'll be happy to be in. just hope that for every resume sent, i'll be shortlisted! once im shortlisted, interview is a piece of cake to me man! LOL. God Bless! ;) anyway, back to the story. met up with Merissa and Russell for dinner - went to Daiso to shop(bought a tissue and sanitary pad pouch) as i arrived there earlier - headed to a Indonesian restaurant for dinner. :) chit chat about Russell's gf (ex). do not understand why some girls can be so materialistic! argh! imagine 13k off your bank account! haha. luckily, im someone who doesnt go for branded! To me, i'll admire girls(or boys or gays!) who have branded goods only if they THEMSELVES can afford it rather than spending other people's money to get it. you you you ... to Russell's ex gf( though u will never ever read this; i just wanna shout out in my blog!): You dont know how fortunate you are! you should like make yourself free one day and head down to an orphanage home or any needy homes to see how some other people are living and then perhaps you will be noted on how fortunate you are! F U C K U ! :X back back back to the story ... : Yu zhong tagged along - headed to Backyard after that to find Leo and Calista. Mer and Yu Zhong went for a movie - Russell left at 1+ - Bebe came at 2am - Mer and Yu Zhong came back afer the movie - chit chat till 5am - home sweet home! ;) happy! the 2 YZ (Yao Zong and Yu Zhong) kept talking about bikes and army stuffs! plus, Porn! haha! had lots of fun there that i dont wanna leave! I love my BESTIES! They are like the best people in the world! ;)
14 - 15 March
HAPPY 5th YEAR and 1 MTH ANNIVERSARY!
Bebe woke up at 12noon - he came over my house - My dad forgot to buy newspaper so Bebe went down to 7-11 to buy for him; he surprised me with a Kinder Joy as an anniversary present! LOL. i told him he was so lame but inside my heart i 'si beh an shuang!' HAHAHA! - bath; prepare - headed down to Town. had early dinner at 5+ at Sanur! my favourite place for Indonesian food in Spore! :) billed up to 80+! had ice cream as well! walked around Taka, Wisma and Heeren. headed back to his home after that. we left his home for my home at 11+. Bebe stayed over my house cos we're going to JB tmr morning with my Mum and Sis! :) fall asleep on the sofa at around 2+; Bebe carried me to the room and pat me to sleep then he continued to use the computer. He woke up at 6+ am - he forgot to bring his belt - he went home to take and came back to my house. luckly he got bike! left for JB at 9am. JB: eat, shop, slack! bought 2 cardigans and 2 bras! i want to go in again to buy more bras! (not enough time - if not i sure buy 10!) LOL. Bebe bought a pair of slippers, socks, cigarettes and some stuffs for his Ah Ma! Mum and Sis bought a number of stuffs as well. Especially, 'Koropok'(chips)! We went to Jusco and my sister and i were snatching over a tweety bird bedsheet that we both love! LOL. damn funny! Bebe was very sweet during this trip - Thank you for taking care of me and my family when there are alot of people around us. We went for manicure and pedicure as well! changed my hand nail polish to Baby pink! hahaha. the lady who did for me very funny. thinking that i have nail colour on, she kept using the remover to try to remove it den she asked me(in chinese): "Why i keep rubbing, your nail polish cant come out one?" HAHAHA! So i told her, no matter how long she tries to remove also cant succeed cos i buff it myself to that extend that it is super shiny - as if i had top coat on! LOL. (SEE! i told you guys to buy the nail kit that i intro the other time!). Bebe did pedicure as well - no polish lah - but massage, scrub, cut, smoothen his nails and feet! LOL. My mum kept laughing at him cos he kept touching his feet (where they were many dry skin becos he often play soccer) and commenting how smooth they were now. LOL. didnt make it for body massage though. ;( Bebe, next time okay?! back to Singapore at 9+ - Dad came to fetch us - home sweet home - super tired! the new malaysia checkpoint is nice! at least there's air-con!
16 March
I was at Bebe's house just now - now, im home! :)
Random Stuffs:
1. Anyway, Thailand trip is cancelled fo the time being. Mum and Sis are busy people! Mum needs to check out the factory at JB for 2 weeks in April; fly to Phillippines to restock fabrics, 10 days of holiday break to Australia (which she booked alrdy) - Sis flying to Hong Kong in June as a birthday present from her Bf(also booked alrdy!). So, they no time for Thailand lah! i think i've got to pester them! I feel like going KL also! i dun mind going KL instead of Thailand - since i've ever been to BKK(main purpose of going there again is becos i haven shop enough the other time!) hopefully, Bebe can take leave to go with us. if not, we will have to miss each other again! plus, i promised Leo and Mer about our Korea trip this year!
THROW ME A JOB QUICK! !
2. Bebe wants to buy a LV wallet for me (that i kinda like).
it will be my very first branded stuff. D I A O !
3. YEAH ! Liverpool won ! Man U sucks (though you top the list) !
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2:53 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U, MOTHER-IN-LAW!
:)
*got called up for a 2nd interview on Wed Fri (MD got last min meeting)! Happy! ;) Hopefully, i'll get this job though it might be pretty stressful. plus, the interview will last for 3 hours straight! God Bless ~
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went out in the early afternoon to have my eyebrow colour re-touched! its like FINALLY! and its damn painful! Now, its pretty dark - gonna wait for the colour to shade off abit and it will be pretty pretty pretty soon! Girls out there, please take good care of your brows. Eyebrows does make a difference to your overall appearance! :) headed to Orchard(Tangs) to check out presents for my MIL. but sadly, didnt saw anything that caught my eyes - gonna 'owe' her first; Sat, Bebe and me will go hunt for it! went home to change and headed back to Bebe's house. celebrated my MIL's birthday at Serrangoon. aftermath, Bebe and me went to catch a movie (Push) at Cine. Preview of 'Taken' was shown during advertisement and i want to watch !! at times where there are movies during advertisement(that are yet to be shown; coming soon) that i think it might be nice and my 'cup of tea", i'll always grab his arm and whisper to his ears, "I WANT TO WATCH!" haha. HE knowing my pattern already; whenever im able to say that sentence, he will exclaim(before me): "I NOE U WANT TO WATCH THIS!" haha! cos i only like to watch action movies; at times, romance or comedy. So fun! the show was pretty okay - will be quite complicated to some people, but its something new went over to Egames after that. left at 3+am. tired - he fetched me home and went to watch soccer at his cousin's place with friends. :)
2nd interview rescheduled to fri 3.30pm!
I miss my BESTIES!
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12:39 AM
6 March
went for an interview at Chinatown area in the morning. after the interview, i walked past a cheapo shop - bought a Hot Pink Basin Pail, a Cute Bath Sponge, a Container to put my Facial Products and 2 Japanese Bowls! then to CK department store(just renovated - very neat now) to buy a bottle of Vagisil Feminine Wash, Towels for Bebe and Myself and Facial Cleanser for him as well. headed home after that. 5pm: met up with my sister and her boyfriend at IMM - went to DAISO again! bought a few things only this time. Beetle Character Wind Chime, Rice Scooper, Blusher brush, Nail Clipper and Powder Pad. HAPPY!! ;) super love Daiso man! i need to go Vivo to get the bowls - IMM branch dont have! argh! had dinner - bought some groceries from Giant - check out Starhub and M1 shop - headed home! ;) -
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7 - 8 March
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3+: went over to Bebe's house to meet him. left his home at 6+ to collect his bike at Corcorde Hotel cos he was drunk the night before with his frens without me. thanks ah Yao Zong! i bet you enjoyed these 2 days without me. can see from the facebook pictures. Argh!! :( and special thanks to all his 'good frens' who REFUSE to answer my calls! Anyway, im not going to elaborate too much here - just wanna tell those guilty people: you guys might need my help one day just like i needed yours the other time. putting words beforehand, please pardon me for not lending a helping hand when you guys need help from me in the future. cos i wont freaking care about anyone of you! Yes, make this SUPER-LY clear. Anyway, after collecting his bike, we headed to Leo's place - a small BBQ gathering at his condo downstairs as a farewell party for Ah Boon. He's going in army this week. nothing much to say about the BBQ - Lights out at 10.30pm, went up to Leo's place as some of them wanted to wash-up. headed to Party World at Liang Court with Leo, Merissa, Calista, Kelly, Lyon, 2 Korean girls (Bebe went to meet his frens cos im afraid he'll be bored) i didnt know there's a newly-opened Party World there. LOL. Super chio lah! there are 3 types of background lights, the mikes are cordless(i can jump and dance here and there without worrying the mike will get tangled tgt!) and the sound system is damn powerful! HAHA. maybe is my voice nice. haha. LAME. Calista got super drunk and we were pretty pissed off by her actions. Babe, dont do that again alrite?! :) luckily, Ah boon came in time to bring her back. left at 4am - Leo fetched me to Speedy to throw me back to my boyfriend. LOL. was feeling abit dizzy but still opened a com to play Wahjong in Viwawa! LOL. left at 6+am. headed back to Bebe's house - had the super duper nice prawn mee at his house downstairs before we went up. Bebe waited for me to wash up and headed to bed together. :) Bebe, can you like treat me like this EVERYDAY? Stop 'Bullying' Me!
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woke up at 5, watched my MIL play mahjong. 7+: headed down to Bukit Merah cos Bebe's frens wanna cut bald. Bebe trimmed his hair as well. His hairstyle doesnt look as if he's in army lah! Can style one you know?!! LOL. bought HL milk from NTUC and headed back to my home. Bebe left my home at 11pm for dota at Egames - i changed my bedsheet and semi-clean my room. My new bedsheet is beautiful! hahahaha.
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there are a few pictures with Merissa darling that i yet to take from her - when post it up when i got them.
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**Re-touching my eyebrow colour tmr! Threading too! :)
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Anyway, do tag me if you know where to get this phone:
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Samsung SCH-U440
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1:23 AM
Sorry guys, its a girl's thing!
Imagine yourself wearing the most gorgeous dress in the world; Imagine having a flawless face but argh.. WAIT. How about your nails? Is it unclean and dull? Do you need help? HAHAH, IM HERE TO HELP U SAVE IT; I SHALL BE YOUR NAIL CARER TODAY! Let me introduce this above product to you. bought this nail kit recently - tried it yesterday and it was damn good! :) it consists of a body and hand cream, a 3-in-1 buffer and a bottle of cuticle oil. the secret lies with the 3-in-1 buffer! after a 3 steps procedure, you will not only have clean and neat nails but smooth and super shiny nails! plus, it stays on permanently. saw that? IT STAYS ON PERMANENTLY!! you cant rub away the glossyness of outcome nails even by using a nail polish remover! :) im a super nail-carer, so having beautiful and healthy nails is very impt to me! i believe you girls out there felt the same way as i do! its not neccessary to have your nails painted 365 days a year. we humans like our nails need some rest too! leaving our nails plain yet healthy and beautiful is then the key to our nail success! :) like the famous chocolate brand quote: "have a break, have a kit-kat!" ... we as the owners of our nails should give our nails a break from the painting, stickers, nail art etc! 'they' need some 'pampering' at times too! therefore, get yourself this nail kit and simply just spend half an hour (for both hands and legs: perhaps 1 hour or longer) to get yourself beautiful nails like mine!
But of cos, a Buffer and Cuticle oil itself is not enough. you might still need a complete manicure set (Basic: Nail cutter, Filer [make sure its good], Tweezer, Scissors, Cuticle pusher).
not forgetting, Top coat polish and Nail Strengthener!
Place: You can get V&M professional nail kit at Vivo Level 1 - Push cart near Zara. :)
Price: Usual price $90. now promotion $40 each if you get 2 sets, $35 each if you're a student!
(V&M should hire me as their sales consultant. HAHAH!)
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the day i bought the nail kit, i went to Daiso (my all-time favourite shop) to get whatever that caught my attention. these are some things i got for myself:
I LOVE THESE BOWLS! i have been using these bowls since the day i bought them!
Plus, some random stuffs. i also bought a cute plastic bag (so that i can put everything inside that bag when i go shopping - some shops the plastic bag super ugly!) - forgot to include in the picture.
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IM SO GOING TO DAISO AGAIN!
(this friday to the one IMM ! the biggest one in Spore! HAHAH!)
**I bought these stuffs on the 22nd of Feb - too lazy to blog till now. :)
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12:38 AM
