HAPPY BIRTHDAY,MUM!
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10:20 PM
ok. guess most people have seen my tags. no need to wonder cos yes,i'm directing at A 'BITCH'. wondering her stupidity level is measured to where. perhaps it's MAXIMUM. didnt know how to spell my name still dare to use bombast words to curse me. this freak looked upon herself so much that she quoted," IF I WANTED TO DO SO,I WOULD HAVE GOTTEN HIM LIKE 'SNAP' ". ppl,let's be fair. though im e one started it first but she's e one who hooks on my bf FIRST n wrote such stuffs to my bf. those who have bf,if any bitch were to type u this quotation,will u get pissed? to u again BITCH: i dun feel inferior to u..cos u ain't pretty ain't sexy ain't lovable only flirtalious n bitchy,BLACKY! ya,YUCKY only. read this well: YOU SAID IM CHILDISH FOR CALLING YOU A CB DEN Y ARE U DOING THE SAME? ARE U TELLING BILLIONS OF PPL IN E WORLD THAT YOU ARE CHILDISH TOO? use yr brain too RETARD! instead calling ppl back. funny stuffs are said by u. like WASTING YOUR TIME; 8mins ON ME den y blog? dun blog la.. BLOG FOR WAD? u are saeing this n doing another on e other hand,u lame ass. friendster is mine i have my own rights to type wadever im happy with. so so jus fuck off if u cant take it. scared ppl's image of u 'this blacky' as a BAD GIRL rite? if not,y care? time n time again u are pestering my bf.. saeing e same old stuffs SAME OLD STUFFS. meet up meet up meet up.. go meet la.. sae onli. wa lao. u also sae im a unreasonable gf. u know wad? becos u dun have a bf! thats y u will nv know how it feels to be 'pushed' at. maybe you're a LEB. maybe ppl thinks you're TOOOOOO black.. maybe thinks u are a bitch too. but REMEMBER; a lil advice frm me, if u have ONE unlucky guy IN E FUTURE make sure u keep him well becos who might knows,a BITCH like urself might hook on him.. so beware n tc yeah? i didnt sae im e capable one of creating a scene. but i now have e determination to do so. so,no shit for me,shit for YOU instead! since u VOW nt to care abt wad i sae y kept continue scolding me in e next para? hahasss.. this crazy slut is full of nonsense, saeing this n doing another.. BOO BOO to chinese who looks sooooooooooooo black!!!!!!!!!!!! dirty idiot.. lastly,KNN CB!!
fregt it. back to e rest.. ytd was PROM nite. e food sucks! only phototaking time was fun. will be uploading pics later.. we left at 11.30pm n headed downstairs to a bar to drink. i drank vodka sprite. aft that we sent angie hme n teck wei kelvin neng wei n me went meredian to meet michael they all for pool. kelvin went high 'TIDE' when e entire place was playing bon jovi's songs. he kept singing! so irritating.. hahas. ard 2 towards 3 i took a cab hme. reached hme at 3plus. called zong n he was playing game. went online n saw that bitch's blog cursing my ass.. *freak. woke up zong n called him to READ. he was angry too n ask me y she must sae til like this. how i know? crazy! at least dear,u know kind of freak she is. pics out soon.. enjoy! =) 
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2:18 PM
i hate that CB MUNYUE! knn.. i can tolerate ANYTHING but not HER!
feeling breathless. i really trust u no more.
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11:08 AM
i hate ALL my school friends! in contact,we're frens. but in reality,we're not. probably u all felt that SHE is a better fren than me. i am nt at all a fren to u all,nt to say wad MANAGER. im sick of this kind of unsightly images,aft prom,we should break free. i reali meant FREE. i have my wonderful family,e best-in-e world bf n my best fren,ade, i dont need u all! i dun envy u all.. not at all jealous.. u all are RICH ppl who will nv understand wad's true life is abt n e restless hearts of ppl. u fake ppl,i dont like u all! gess. ppl in gess. i MUST leave u all. childish ppl. heartless. cruel. freaks. disgust me to e very TREME. perhaps im nt e chosen 1. clubbing n smoking is my type not yours,but that doesnt mean friendship shld change. i jus cant stand u all anymore........
i am very happy with my life now. perhaps from e beginning,this friendship shldn't start.
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2:15 AM
ok. went to buy my PROM nite stuffs today. Shiqi acc me 'roam' e entire town. advise her on certain r/s things n hopefully she n daryl will get back tgt. GOOD LUCK. met up with Angie at 7 to find her prom stuffs cos i'm done with mine! hahas.. i love my stuffs! she saw 1 but didnt buy cos she's comin my hse to show me her present one n decide whether to or not to buy tmr. went MS to meet adeline n went killiney to have n drink,talk cock,smoke. tmr's PROM n i duno wad time must reach. bloody un-organised freaks! hahas..everybody will be pretty tmr. i will too! hahass..gotta manicure n pedicure tmr morning. hahas.~ zong wrote me a testi in friendster, im damn happy! cos he seldoms express his love for me in this manner. its gonna be exciting tmr.. looking forward to it..
i LOVE my BF. . . lalalalala~
he LOVES me too. . . wuwuwuwuwu~
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1:34 AM
at zong's hse now. stayed here ytd night cos it's sat! hahas.. wanted to go out to drink ytd but his frens cant think of where to go.. so stayed at hme.watch tv n went tea garden to eat mac at 2am. lols. slept at 4 plus but zong play game till 7 den go play football.. he pat me to slp kinda every hour come n check on me. hahas.. SPOT CHECK! woke up at 12 plus wait for him to come hme. help him clean his hse.. so sweaty now! he came back n cook baked rice for me. hahas. so delicious! ZONG CAN COOK k? hahas. love him alot.. hopefully our love will stay this way forever.. he went dwn to bet on soc; i now go bath alrdy! bye.. mabe going out later..
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3:17 PM
everything is alright.
TAN YAO ZONG is my bf. woo woo~
to my SISTER,adeline: do take care. i'll always be there for you.
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1:36 AM
went to town with adeline ytd to do our hair at cathay cineleisure. my hair is damn long n straight now. e hairdresser cut my hair by 1-2 inch if not its longer. hahas. my beautiful curls are gone n im rather sad abt it. went to far east n shop. ade n me bought a top each. both black. hahas. we love it! went interview.. n ya..i immediately gt a job. starting at 1pm today. not at all scared cos im freaking experienced in sales. went to trim our eyebrows too. hahas. went to bodyshop n ade n me each bought a gift for our MANs. . lucky em. walked dwn to cine to have our late dinner at xin wang hongkong restaurant. food were delicious but didnt manage to eat finish. went to zong's hse aft that n ade went hme. he was playing DOTA so i chatted with his 2 ah yi. simply love em! reached hme at 2plus am.
then,things started to turn to nowhere. it was e most bitter nite of my life. i dun wanna sae out here. my eyes are so swollen now i duno how am i to go wrk later. but i respect his decision. at least everything was a beautiful ending. no quarrels no fights. quiet talks. we knew this problem very long time ago but didnt faced it. now that he said out,i dun wanna hide too. we shall leave it to fate. but i believe faithfulness stands a good hand.
to TAN YAO ZONG: listen to shania twain; FROM THIS MOMENT ON. its a song i always sing to u. i'll to delicate this song n my all heart to you. 16.09.2001 to 14.02.2004 till now,till forever, u will feel my heart. i love you,dear. thank you for everything. i reali meant EVERYTHING.
x'mas will be lonely.
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10:51 AM
people in GESS seems to be perming their hair. be it temp. or permanant. so pissed* luckily,im going for rebonding soon. no perms no curls no stupid poses anymore! waha~ i'll have an extreme makeover;hopefully by this week.
GRAD nite is on nov 28th. limited days left. so sick.
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11:49 AM
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5:30 PM
when O level is 'executed', its time to worry abt PROM NIGHT n JOB.
but it also meant ENJOY,RELAX n MORE TIME ZONG.
woo lala~
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2:29 PM
lots to blog today! are u ready? hahas. firstly,have u realise i changed my blog skin? all thanks to darling,larissa! love her to e core!
ytd:18nov, i had lots of fun! zong brought me on a shopping spree! we went far east to take my online shopping stuff. den walk walk n bought a top at TOPSHOP. i love it. luckily,zong gt 10% off. went taka to eat crystal jade den took 65 to vivo. first time i went there aft its opening all becos of exams.. the entire centre was ENORMOUS! hahas.. hard time walking.saw binghe,carlos n their so-called jean-yip frens. veri ER XIN. extremely sucks in their fashion sense! not like my zong so simple but style. handsome somemore! hahas. zong bought a PULL N BEAR shirt. this shop gt style. zong is their regular customer! hahas. even wad he wore ytd was frm pull n bear. cute brand name! ha. he went CANDY EMPIRE n sae: take wadever u wan! hahas. angry with e cashiers. so CB! hahas. went shopping shopping shopping n stil shopping..zong was extremely good to me.. den we went up to rooftop to snap pics n see the scenery.. BEAUTIFUL. so romantic. . we smoke ther. hahas. he kept asking me whether i happy today.. i think gt 15times! hahas. he wanted to play 1game at e-zong. while walkin there saw SHIQI CHONGYING n their fren. chat; tok coack with em! hahas. smoke again! lols. spencer came den zong n me went down. he bought mocha ice blended at coffee bean for me. simply touched. cos he nv drink coffee de. took cab back to his hme to eat porridge. n lie on e bed awhile. tired. zong was loving. treating me better n better each day. though at that gt abit quarrel but everything is OK alrdy. i simply love him. 3more yrs i'll be engaged to him. i need all your blessing,ppl!
today: didnt went to church. meet adeline at 1230. went city hall to meet another online supplier. must wait til next mth to take e products. fuck. hopefully they wun cheat my $. hahas. ate at citylink: ASIAN KITCHEN. went marina square aft that. shop shop n ade bought 2 tops n myself,a top frm mjposis. went up to interview n look for DA JIE,precilla. hahas. i kept making ade laughed! hahas. she is my BESTEST friend. went bugis aft that. shop.. smoke.. shop...smoke.. order a delicious mango tango. woosy! ade n me know wad to buy for our MAN's' for Xmas le. ade n me saw sets of make-ups we wanna bought. took cab to marina south to eat steamboat suddenly both of us want to eat! hahas. zong laughed n called us CRAZY when i msg him. damn full now. tmr gt paper i stil outside. till now,haven study. went hme then. adeline n me will have our new hairstyle next2 week. so do update ON us! hahas. i go study alrdy. LOVES.
zong is my bf. i love him.
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10:11 PM
HELLO DARLING! HAHAHA. alright i just finish your blogskin. hope you like the picture la. i just take any one of yours from friendster. dont like tell me i help you change.
anyway your shopping blog i haven't do! probably on monday okay. sorry ah :D
alamak so late already. okay wo qu shui jiao le. WAN AN! :))))))))))))))))
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1:53 AM
okay,for e last 2days,adeline n me have been ONLINE SHOPPING. i bought a dress. zong damn support me! lols. our shopping blog will also soon be opening.. hahas. so,ppl,do check them out! close frens gt discount! but bags NO. its exquisite. ytd accompany zong to cut his hair n he kept his promise ate KFC with me. hahas cos previous nite i feel like eating. lols. aft that he went to play games den i went hme n online shop again. .! POA paper 1 was okay. 1 more paper n n n n n n n n.... Os is over! ! yooooooo...
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3:24 PM
okay. to e '.' person. if this is e first time u are looking at my blog,den you're forgiven. but before u continue to insult me again, pls go n read my AUGUST post. this post is especially for ppl like u; who do nt have e courage to sae it in front of me. if not,pls,for e last time,FUCK OFF! i dun wanna WASTE my time checking who u are. u bloody bitch!!!
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6:37 PM
okay. im still with my new com. e games are so damn nice to play. e programs inside is so gd to use n explore. lols. i made a calendar! i haven start studying. i'll start at 7plus. lol. chatting with adeline n dl-ing stuffs.
i miss dear.
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4:24 PM
okay. im with my new com now. damn shiok! 19 inch! can watch tv somemore.. hahas. requesting songs frm my frens now. gt alot now! esp. for ade. lols. i will dl dl dl stuffs. but no porn. hahas. e games inside are so great! next yr march i'll buy laptop.. hahas. its zong n me 33th mth anniversary today. dear's msg to me was loving n warm. in msn,he started drawing for me. very touched! damn touched! been tgt for so long,he nv like this one leh. hahas not nv,is very seldom. ya,he changed. hopefully things will go well for us. anw,who can lend me money? i need $500 for grad nite. lalala~ i wanna go play game alrdy. update soon. loveS.
HAPPY 33th month ANNIVERSARY to DEAR!
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1:12 AM
alrite. tired day today. i haven started studying since my fri paper. ya,lazing ard. went to IMM with my mum today. fri shop. sat shop. sun shop. waha~ damn happy la! bought a top,a pouch and a glass container today. mummy bought many lovely stuffs as well. 2 bracelets n a top. hahas. IMM extended till very big. saw many interesting stuffs. next sat is my niece 1 year old birthday. gt her a small pillow. hahas. we went into one kid's shop to take a look at e baby clothes. den the salegirl asked in chinese: "looking for anything in particular? how old is your child?" Y.O.U.R-YOUR. do i look like a mother? lols. my mum laughed like hell..i called her 'ah ma'. lols. n haha! tell u all something. mum bought a new computer. HP. damn happy. this com is super lag. finally this 'friend' of me is trading away.. waha~ zong went shopping too! bought a shirt from his favourite shop. lols. next fri or sat going out with him to celebrating our post-anniversary. cos 15th gt POA paper so 14th cannot go out. =(. zong very good. he today like veri miss me kept calling me. i love him la! veri love him la! getting married soon liao la! preapre your hong bao la,frens! lolsss... all e lalalala... okay from tml onwards,i'll be using msn everyday. so,for now,bye!
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11:13 PM
woohoo hoho! i jus came hme frm town n jurong. long time no shopping man! went with adeline.ate mos burger bought a shirt today! love it. love it! love it!! lols. went to jurong west jus now,so concidentally,zong was there too. e block opposite e street. gt fate man! nowdays kept raining.. so troublesome. adeline was too sick to smoke n take bus. both of us felt like vomitting. we smoke 1each only. rare moment. hahas. went zong's hse.i vomitted 3 times. i think i scaredED him. hahas. he helped me change n put me to sleep. was dizzy,terrible headache, my whole head kinda spinning i still can hear e music in my ears! hahas. didnt manage to slp til 6plus. weird huh? drunk but cant slp! hahas. zong took care of me e whole nite,pamper n pat me to sleep. for this,i really thank him. THANK YOU,dear! love u! hahas.. he didnt sleep e whole nite. he even went to buy breakfast for me in e morning while im sleeping. so sweet yeah? but i only ate 1/4 of it. carrot cake. hahas. still felt like vomitting. we went back to sleep again. aft awhile,i changed n went hme cos meeting adeline. zong was sleeping like a pig den. hahas. 3 more papers to go! O level officially end. i feel like working at miss selfridge or topshop. i miss my dear,zong! simply love him to e core.
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12:56 AM
wooohoo! i simply love GEOGRAPHY. paper was so damn easy. i hope i get A2 or B3 for my C.H. manufacturing n tourism roX! i was left with 8mins to do my map reading. i was so freaky 'gan jiong'!so many papers on e table that i threw my pencil box on e floor. 8mins to do a 10marks qns. oh my! something funny happened ytd. dad mum n sis signed any agreement with me. if i get 18 and below for L1R4,
dad: will give me $1.80 everyday
mum: sponsor me to HK
sister: will present my a big gift
wad will zong give me? hahas.
tmr is emaths 2. mind breaking!!!
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11:27 PM
i love eng. hope i can get a B3. A2? better still. physics was rather bitter. section A was okay. but section B,noNoNO. hahas. tmr's geo! my favourite subj also known as e the most STRESSFUL one! ha. all e best to me! 5more papers to go!!!!! yo yo yo i will go out with adeline on weekends. i miss her!!!
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7:24 PM
couldnt make it for today's chem paper. well,physic,please save me. its so unfair. i dont have break day to rest n learn my other subj. im damn pissed. tired. very tired is wad i meant. feeling terribly stress. suddenly had a thought that 'i dont feel like talking to anyone from now'. i need to do well for eng tmr. god bless,please keep me 100% awake tmr. i'll sleep early tonite. =(
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5:01 PM
okay. today's maths paper1 i actually know how to do! goodness sake! but SS was rather in a mess. i done theme 4 topic. education n welfare state. i risked by not learning welfare but luckily i did look thru before i went into e hall! education had so many stuffs to test on. but it appears that i was SWAY! national education. my! my notes only says: introduction of NE. n blank blank blank. nth. anw,wads over is over. tmr,chem. my WORSE subj. i jus gt hme from dinner with zong's family. he love me alot tonight. we had a feast today becos it was his grandma's birthday. 10dishes. crabs prawn sotong veg fish cuttlefish pork ribs deer meat n more. today bill $215. my! zong helped me cater e food. peel e shells of e prawns n crab! though nth special n that he always do it but today's feeling was rather diff. its e 3rd year im celebrating tgt with him. many more years to go,ppl! i love zong. my one. =) good luck to me, jia you,STEPHanie.
forget. u too,ppl. GOOD LUCK! =p
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10:51 PM
dont understand y so many ppl are so into branded stuffs. esp. those who are 15.16 you all are still taking money frm ur parents n yet came to quote "i want buy gucci wad guess wad prada wad". so damn disgusted! have your ass into e working force before thinking of such stuffs.. even if u have them now,u dont look like one who carries an un-fake good. most ppl will think its FAKE! you just cant bring out e realness of it! i'll never carry branded stuffs till i looked like one who carries it proudly. young freaks out there! yucks.
use abit of ur ASS to think,please.
i cant tolerate ah lians n bengs. argh.
BE REALISTIC,people!
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12:58 PM
tonight, sat & sun. this is all e time i have left. im dead. i know i cant make it. but i'll do my very best. im crazing! books books notes notes. my goodness. .
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10:31 PM
sometimes this thought will come to my mind. 'LOVE is a strange thing'. a mth or so ago,xinyan n peiling patched. recently,shi chang n wendy as well. meng hua n veronica too. n ya,zong n me also. love is a funny thing; perhaps OLD FLAMES are always e best! lol' HURRAY to couples in e world! may everybody cherish ur loved ones. YO YO YO!
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7:04 PM
good luck to my BIOLOGY friends! hahas.
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1:40 AM
studying studying studying. STUDYING is e only 'living' thing in my life now. though sick of it; but i guess its a no choice thing! went chinatown mac to meet cs n angie to study. 7pm,and its time to meet my husband. met at henderson. ate western food! hahas. went back home aft that. watched tv tgt lie tgt play tgt. but suddenly i kinda break down. tears. im feeling so much stress n sometimes i felt i really need him alot. he dont understand my stand. n ya,i jus broke down. we argue abt some other stuffs as well. but now,everything's fine. he was shocked perhaps den he came consoling me. went hme aft that ;gt hme at midnite. n ya ya ya,we're alright im okay both of us are happy family! hahas.. i simply love him.. if things goes well,i'll moved to stay with him next yr onwards. =) miss him.
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1:18 AM
