YOU'RE THE BEST THING THAT HAPPENS TO ME .

.SMILE.

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3:24 AM

i downloaded about 100 stuffs yesterday; from hp themes to ringtones to songs!

(IM VERY HAPPY!)

i found myself in love with Me 2 You bear once again.

i learnt a new song: 石欣卉 - 你没想像中爱我 (i wanna sing it in my next KTV session!)

im feeling much much better now (thanks all for the concern!)

ytd was Ash Wednesday but i ate PORK. ( sorrrrryy! =O )

~~i will be helping out at Singapore Expo Travel Fair this Fri Sat Sun.~~

Stephanie is getting fatter and fatter each day! haven been exercising lately. who wanna go jogging with me? :P

and if you dont know, im a SHOPPING CUM KTV QUEEN!

hahah.

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12:27 PM

i need to see a doctor tmr .
my heart pain came back again. this time, 2-3 times a day.
the pain is unbearable. i can use no words to describe it.
i've browse through the internet.. the exact location of my pain is similar of a first degree heart attack.

have i inherited my grandpa's illness?

im scared.

i've decided to totally quit drinking and really cut down on my smoking.
I PROMISE.

i wish u were here with me.

im really scared.

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3:24 AM

it hurts .

i want to be alone. at least for now .

i saw the scary side of love and the evilness of your friends.
i really regretted helping and caring for every single one of them when they needed a listening ear or a helping hand.
now, i finally realised what it meant be 'good people dont get that much of a pay-back'.

i swear not to be too naive anymore . I REALLY SWEAR .

it really hurts .
it truly hurts my heart to have to be treated like this by you .
a 'YOU' whom i love the most; more than anything on earth .

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2:27 AM

nothing much to update these days - im either at home or at my boyfriend's house or out for dinner with him. oh ya! Bebe and Me went to my grandparents' columbrium ytd to pray. and one of these days of the week, i went Billy Bombers for dinner! :) anw, feel like eating eggs today that i cooked 2 different version of it. hahaha! Forget that ugly face - it looks as if his mouth is burnt! LOL. another one is egg with pork floss! & of cos the healthy Cranberry Pomegranate!

meeting Bebe tmr ! :)

too lazy to meet him just now.

will update sooonnn!

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1:10 AM

To my Bebe,

i have been staring at my computer screen for quite awhile wondering where should i start about typing this post as there are absolutely too many things i wanna say. therefore, to keep it short and simple, i wanna thank you for taking such good care of me all these years. nevertheless, i too wanna thank God for giving me you. because of you, i found directions in my life and learnt how to be a better person in nature. you gave me a kind of experience that not everyone could encounter. this 'thank you' is expressed deeply from the bottom of my heart and i really appreciate every single thing you have done for me and this relationship. being tgt wasnt that easy as it seems - we had our hard times before but thank gracious Lord for showering the both of us a sense of endurance that enables us to persevere till this day. i would like to give myself a round of applause as well for being such a good gf who does everything to its best. :) you have become part of my life and i hope this lovely relationship will hold on forever. let's put aside any unhappiness or disagreements we had in the past and move on happily tgt as a loving couple as we always were. thank you once again for tolerating my nonsense, craziness and pettiness throughout the years. today marks the 1st day of our 5th year as a couple, i hope we have 'PLAY' enough already and will start planning for our future. on the same date and month in another 5 years time, i hope to walk down the aisle with you and be officially yours.

thank you so very much for every single thing throughout these 5 years.

i really am glad i have you in my life.

thank you for the valentine's day present though being with you is the greatest gift of all.

there is one thing i have longed to tell you:

whenever we are about to cross the road;

no matter how many stuffs you're carrying;

ur hands just automatically raised to hold mine tight -

that feeling is the best one can ever experience.

I LOVE YOU, ZONG.

i know you do too - just from the way u look at me.

you're not only my boyfriend,

but a friend,

a lover,

a companion

and a listening ear .

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY !
HAPPY 5th YEAR ANNIVERSARY !
(14 02 09)

Big Head Bebe; Small Head Darling!

my 1/4 decorated helmet; his full-of-stickers helmet and his 2nd wife: his Super-4.

His habit of making his ear while talking on the phone!

went back his hme to put the present and rest awhile. :) Adidas - Liverpool tee!

My 2009 Valentine's Day Present: Adidas Jacket + the Helmet! it looks super black from here - but i dun care how u think, I SUPER LOVE IT!

Bali house - tired and shagg.

Anyway, ytd we went:

Orchard - Marina Square - Back to His Home - Geylang for Frog Porridge - Bali House for a Drink with Friends - Back to His Home to Sleep!

Bebe didnt saw anything he likes - so, his valentine's day present i've got to owe him!

his small gifts of a bottle of his Favourite Marshmallows, the Love Coupons and a Card, i forgot to take photos! LOL.

now that Valentine's Day is over, i cant wait for my birthday to arrive! :P HAHAH!

wish me good luck for tmr's interview! :)

how was your vday? share! tag me! ;)

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6:54 PM

Happy Valentine's Day!

Happy 5th Year Anniversary!

nothing could express how much this relationship means to me.

love is the irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.

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1:56 AM

Edits @ 3.39am (12 Feb):

Random things-i-wanna-share:

- Called M1 this afternoon; asked if the Tender Rose version of the hp i want (Sony Ericsson C905) is out in stores already anot. Unfortunately, she told me i have to wait till May. therefore, i told Bebe that im willingly to wait and he promised to buy it for me when its out since my birthday falls in May too. that means, i have to tolerate using my current hp for another 3 mths!! and i already know what my boyfriend is giving me on my birthday 3 months in advance! HAHA! my initial plan was to get the Copper Gold version (cos gold is my favourite colour) but i-duno-lah.. im suddenly in love with pink. (Slap Me) plus, the pink version is of a softer shade of pink ......

so.. so ... so .... IM WILLINGLY TO WAIT.
thanks Bebe (in advance)!

- I got an interview on Monday! wish me good luck! i need a job badlyyyyyyyy!

- (4.38pm) POSTPONE: My family and i will be renewing my passport tmr! if not, we can't head to Bangkok as per scheduled. i bet the queue will be damn long! Hahaha - have to take passport size photo (HATE IT - can totally see my SQUARE face!). (4.39pm) POSTPONE to 13 Feb: gotta get coloured/pattern A4 papers and colour pencils tmr too! doing up some 'LOVE VOUCHERS/COUPONS' for Bebe as part of Valentine's day gift.
:)
(will post pictures of it when its done! *but contents are confidential.)

- I bought a top from Forever 21 for Valentine's Day! hahaha. HAPPY!

- Boyfriend just brought me to buy a new helmet! & its 1/4 decorated with stickers alrdy - gonna get more customize stickers either tmr or fri! so that Valentine's Day, me along with my pretty helmet will have some serious dating with 'him and his helmet'! HAHAHA. (im so lame)

That's all!

off to search through the web for some nice pictures for my helmet!
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND !i!i!

i cant wait for Valentine's Day to arrive! 2 more days! (though we've got no plans where we're going!) HAHA.

Good Nite. :) sweetest dreams.

FAVOURITE . BEST . POWER. FAME.

Just Dance
Love Game
Paparazzi
Beautiful Dirty Rich
Eh Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say)
Poker Face
The Fame
Money Honey
Again Again
Boys Boys Boys
Brown Eyes
Summerboy
I Like It Rough

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3:44 PM

meeting my besties tmr for Yoga! Lunch! Dinner! Shopping!

gonna get Valentine's Day gift for Bebe!
:)

14 feb 2009 is a SPECIAL DAY.
let's date like there's no tomorrow.

even if we were to have dinner at a hawker centre; to pee at the dirtiest toilet in the world, as long as im with you; thats the only thing that matters.

HAHAHAHA! :P

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3:18 AM

6 Feb

woke up at 11+ am. headed down to town to get Shiqi's birthday present. bought 2 formal tops for myself as well. :) back home - was feeling slightly headache - took a nap. bath and got myself ready - went over to Qi's house. no cab, so i took a bus instead. was the 2nd one to reach! IM NOT AN AUNTIE ! hahahahaha. chit chat with Cynthia and Qi while we waiting for the others to arrive. had steamboat - chit chat - much teasing - cam-whore etc. im glad to see Gary and Jera back tgt ! :) stay happy! headed over to Elaine's house aftermath to gamble. lost 30 bucks to her brother! hahah. im damn unlucky this year :( . a few left early - leaving only Cindy Elaine Shiqi Justin and Me with the gossipings. LOL. i realised that the older we get, the more obstacles we have to face in life. & if you think you're unfortunate or ever wonder why you and ur guy have to quarrel every now and then, think abit it again; cos, there are people out there who have met the worst. - Bebe came to fetch me, headed back to his home. :) played Blackjack again - Bebe lost 10, Me 10 too. :(((( i spent abt 100 bucks today; of which 40 bucks of 'innocent' money. but its okay, 'money never go, how to come?!' hahaha! slept at 5.30am.

7 Feb

nothing much. woke up at 4pm. back home to have dinner with my mum and sis; then to Bukit Purmei with Bebe to make his bike stuffs. after that, to PS to have Mos Burger tgt with Gary Jera Veron Meng and Eug. aftermath, to Bali House. Yuan Han Shiwei Meiqi Kenny tagged along as well. 2am: Egames. saw Jeffrey! miss him. gonna tell my mummy later. Sis missed him too. home sweet home at 5am. *tired

Counting down to 6 more days.
:)

Sorry Mer !

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5:14 PM

i think im flying to Bangkok again(next mth)!
this time with my family *

~~i have yet to let HIM know ........~~

meeting my girls later for steamboat!
in celebration of bestie: Shiqi's birthday!
MISS besties Cindy Cynthia and Shiqi soooooo much! :)

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4:04 PM

10 more days to a LOVELY DAY that brought us back to our first date.

14 02 04
14 02 05
14 02 06
14 02 07
14 02 08
& awaiting ...
14 02 09

our 5th year anniversary

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2:36 AM

hello guys !
IM BACK ! anyone miss me ?
HAHA . HA

sorry for not blogging actively since the 1st day of year 2009 !
:)

however, i cant possibly update everything since 1st of Jan, so i'll just upload some random pictures and update a little about my CNY alright?
but i promise i'll blog more as of today ! :)

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during the month of Jan before CNY, im so busy with my personal stuffs that i have absolutely no spare time to blog at all. moreover, my com is down . HAHA. i went from spring-cleaning my room to shopping to partying to getting everything ready for CNY to accompanying my boyfriend whenever he books out. you know, girls tend to have lots of preparation to do before CNY. getting new clothes is one BIG problem - not to say heels, accessories, bag, manicure and pedicure, threading, waxing, retouching my eyebrow colour or even booking a appointment for my facial. however, im not at all excited for CNY this year. i just dont have that feeling of 'YEAH! ITS CHINESE NEW YEAR!' even Bebe had the same thought as me. haha! but still, i enjoyed the visitings. :)

Chinese New Year Eve - Chu Xi

woke up at noon - headed for my last minute manicure and pedicure with my sister. we reached home so late that reunion dinner was set up alone by my mummy. sorry mum! LOL. Bebe came over to join us for reunion dinner too. cos i have to join his as well after mine at home. food cooked by my mum were great as usual. having reunion dinner places a very important thing in my heart because my family and i dont usually dine tgt except for birthdays. well, i appreciate my mum's hardwork everytime this day. LOL :) after dinner, rest for awhile - bath, prepare and headed back to Bebe's house and eat again ! hahaha! but im used to it lah - its like this every year. this practice has been ongoing for 6 years already! Bebe's frens came over to eat as well - 12midnite: we headed to HE PANG - but it was closed by then when we reached at 1.30am. luckily, Ben arrived there early and got us some snacks which is the sole reason why i wanna go there (TO EAT). HAHA! aftermath, we left for Chang's house to gamble. 3am: Bebe fetch me home - gonna wake up at 8am in the morning ... :)

Chinese New Year Day 1 - Chu Yi

woke up at 8+ am. got myself prepared for church with my parents. took a cab down to toa payoh church but no one was inside. in the end, we missed mass service. mum was pissed. LOL. headed over to Shaolin Temple at toa payoh to pay offerings to my grandpa and grandma. i miss them so much - whether is it grandparents from my dad or mum's side, i love them and miss them so much. though 5 of them are gone when i was very young - i could still rem the vivid things between myself and them. all 5 of them doted on me the most. i cant help myself but to feel sad - however, i know they will always be there for me when i need someone to listen to my fears or problems. I LOVE YOU, GRANDPA AND GRANDMA! after that, dad mum and jiejie went to catch a movie: Love Matters; while i took a cab down to Bebe's house as usual every year after praying to go visiting with him. waited for them to get ready - headed to Bebe's Ah Gong house - den to his Ah Chor house - and back to his Ah Gong house for visiting. HAHAH. its the same every year. Gamble, eat, watch tv etc - Chang, Shiwei, Ben, Bebe and Me headed down to Bukit Merah to have KFC - aftermath, went back home to change heels (my heels are killing my feet/toes!) and back to Ah Gong house to wait for the rest to go Wee Long's house. Wee long house: slack and smoke there while the others gamble and drink. one of our fren along with his fren got into an accident - pretty serious - i've got goosebumps all over my body when i saw him. luckily, he's fine now. home sweet home at 5am. :)

Chinese New Year Day 2 - Chu Er

woke up at 11+ am. got myself prepared - headed to my Uncle's house for visiting. had lots of fun there - gamble, eat, drink and photo-taking! my Uncle's steamboat soup is damn POWERFUL! hahaha. one different thing this year: I did not go visiting with Bebe on Chu Er. usually, i'll be at my uncle's house till 5+ and then meet Bebe to go his Auntie house - but becos he have to book in by 8.30pm, we did not meet. :( haha. this year, my sister and cousins also never meet their frens! LOL. usually, we cousins will run off when the clock ticks 5. HAHA! left for home at 9+pm. dad fetched us home. ;) tired day!

i love this 3 shots pic - but where's my head in the 3rd shot???! Jiejie is a bad photographer!

Chinese New Year Day 7 - Chu Qi (Ren Ri)

stayed over at Bebe's house the previous day, woke up at 2+, Bebe and I prepared and headed back to my house to meet my parents and sister for dinner and LOU HEI! Bebe suggested upper serrangoon - so we serrangoon! LOL. the food there really very nice esp. the salad prawns! the Yu Sheng is powerful-ly good ! HAHA. headed home - watched tv for awhile and went to Chang's house. home sweet home at 11+ while Bebe went to play game. :) LOVE HIM.

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the rest of the days, im either out shopping or accompanying my boyfriend. thats all!
I MISS MY BESTIES! - haven seen them since very long alrdy.
hopefully, we can meet tmr ! :)
lets have a good meal tgt !
miss my god-son Jerome. haven pass him Ang Bao yet!

will update soon! hope you guys enjoyed your CNY too!

*Dont ask me why i never snap any pictures with my boyfriend. cos i wanna know why too! HAHA!

hmm.. and to my boyfriend, TAN YAO ZONG: you haven give me Ang Bao yet!

haha!

My Lovely Bedroom! :)

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4:58 PM