New Year Resolution 2009:
- a happy job (i need it badly!)
- money money and more money !
- save money; open fixed deposit account; investment.
- celebrate 5th year anniversary with boyfriend (45 more days!).
- lesser disasters(compared to 2008): Peace.
- everyone to be happier & healthier - free from obstacles/problems!
- lose 1-2kg of fats off !
- to roll on to 20 and roll away 19!
- to be a better person : a more sensible daughter, a more loving gf.
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a meaningful quote ...
1 way 2 say 3 words 4 you
= one way to say I LOVE YOU for you
Credit: HO YUAN HAN (my ardent fan!)
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will be moving back to Bebe's house from tmr till sunday!
will update once im free !
:)
HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE ! HAPPY 2009!
may this year be a better year for all of us ! :)
♥Appreciating the memories ..
1:45 AM
IM BACK FROM BEBE'S HOME!
back to my home ! back to the com ! back to blog !
brief summary of last week:
(LAZY TO BE LONG-WINDED)
23 Dec
back to my in-laws place to help Ah Yi spring clean the house - new furnitures coming ! 'work' from 3 - 9pm . tired like hell - back ache after everything's done. however, i realized im a pretty strong person. LOL. had dinner - watched Little Nyonya - home sweet home !
Bebe is proud of me ! :)
24 Dec
finally . finally . FINALLY. today is Bebe's first book-out. im filled with excitement! got up at 2 - pack my clothes - prepare and off to Bebe's house to meet him. the first thing i did: HUG HIM. i miss his smell !! LOL. headed down to Serrangoon to have dinner - total: 13 of us. all of us took cab becos it was raining heavily ;) the food were super delicious as usual! especially the salad prawns! all of us cabbed back home again to take bike and meet at Vivo. countdown at Vivo this year sucks. the lights went off even before the clock ticks 12 midnite. but with the companion of friends and boyfriend, somehow the feeling of XMAS still exists. so overall, im still a happy girl! :) headed down to Screening Room after that. relax and drink till 3+.
the rest went home while Bebe took me for a short rounding at Mount Faber.
and it was home sweet home !
so tired - we 'piong' onto the bed to sleep.
very long never sleep beside him already!
HAHAHAHA!
25 Dec
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU!
headed to town at 3+ with Bebe for SHOPPING! He said im the Queen today, wanna buy what just buy! LOL. hereby, i fulfil his wishes and buy buy buy ! HAHA. He kept asking me(for at least 20 times that day): 'Are you happy today? i want you to be happy. you're happy, i'll be happy'. of cos i am lah! i very long never shop until like this already man! overall, this is what he bought for me for XMAS:
MY LA PERLA J'AMIE PERFUME! (wishlist strike-off!)
*Bebe, thank you for spending every festive with me. I LOVE U.
left town at 7pm. back to Ah Gong house to eat Bak Kuh Teh!
:) home sweet home to put all the things!
Bebe fall asleep so didnt go out after that.
i watched MIL play 'Ruby'; den accompany Bebe to sleep!
Bebe promised to get me Sony Ericsson C905 when my contract is up next year -April. i think by then, got many new handphones already. Hahaha.
26 Dec
woke up at 1pm.
headed to Bugis with Bebe.
did not get anything - Bugis street really sucks/no time to shop in Bugis Junction. HAHA.
5 - 9pm: Bukit Purmei for soccer.
back home to bath, change - E-Games for dota!
home sweet home at 5+ am. :)
27 Dec
woke up at 4pm.
went to Bebe's Ah Chor house to have dinner.
9pm: left for Suntec City - Carrefour.
then to Egames for Dota - Cine for movie: Ip Man(nice show - rated 10/10 by me!) - back to Egames - home sweet home! :)
28 Dec
at Bebe's house the entire day.
6+: Bebe headed back to camp while i packed all of my stuffs to go back home too!
Other XMAS presents from Mummy, JieJie and Buddy-Catherine! :)
:) Year 2009 in a few days' time!
♥Appreciating the memories ..
5:02 PM
im really busy this month!
if i dont blog now, i might have to wait till next month/year!
before i start anything, i just wanna tell you readers that:
IM SO VERY HAPPY NOW!
hahaha ;) !
19 Dec
went back to my in-laws place (Bebe scold me for not going back!). accompany our 2 Ah yi to Bukit Batok to buy furnitures tgt with Meiqi. afterwhich went to West Mall to have Sakae Sushi. :) all the different branches served the same food in a different way - still, i prefer the one at Thomson Plaza. cabbed back home - talked to Bebe throughout the journey home. Chit-Chat; watched Fatal Move(DVD) with them. and it was home sweet home! :) i believe they are one of the best in-laws ever exist!
20 Dec
met up with my besties(mer,cal & leo) tgt with kelly and lyon(our long lost besties!) at town. HAHAH! hop on to Leo's car and off to Katong we go! 2 VS 2 votes for either Peranakan food or Korean food. however, the famous Peranakan food was closed already (cos we reached there at 9+). had Korean food then. pretty good man! billed to 183 bucks! the Besties had lots of weird korean alcohol - while i have ice lemon tea! LOL. Leo became good frens with the Boss there. LOL. Leo is always like a businessmen in our group - maybe cos he's the oldest! i love the complimentary desserts given by the boss! i ate 4 out of the 6! LOL. headed down to Club Armani for Ktv-ing! im a K-Queen okay?! HAHA! i'll never go there again becos the toilet simply stink like hell! each time i need to pee, i have to bring along my lavender wet tissue to smell while urining - & that really PISSED ME OFF! those china girls still can touch up their make-up inside! my goodness sake ! do they have a nose?! can they smell?! are their nostrils that tolerant?! plus the entire cubicle is filled with bloody sanity pads and flooded with used toilet rolls! alright .. try imagining that. and CAN U SMELL THAT FOUL SMELL NOW? so.. FUCK the management. Fuck it fuck it fuck it! another thing that pissed me off was: they just turn off the sound system at the tick of 2.30am(which is supposed to be a 3am closure) without any warnings or signal! Cal was damn angry cos she was singing her favourite song when everything went black-black! LOL. i was so angry that i pock the remaining 4 longans and walked out! they all laughed at me! LOL. billed up to 261 bucks okay?! so idiotic! i was searching for a canned longan to steal while walking out. at least let me eat something to make me less upset ma! HAHAH! kel and lyon went home - the remaining 4 of us headed down to G4. leo was drunk - Mer's resting - Cal and Me were outside smoking, having a heart-to-heart talk. Leo was too tired to fetch us home - however, Dad came to get me home safely. :) thanks Daddy!
home sweet home! :)
time: 5.30 am
21 Dec
didnt manage to wake up for church - damn tired lah! evening: prepare for Serene Jiejie's wedding dinner at Holiday Inn Atrium! im so HAPPY for her! finally get to see all my ex-colleagues in VMW! and of cos my lovely and most-missed Buddy, Catherine ! she gave me a Xmas present which i seriously love it alot! she's one person who is so true to friends that i will always love her and place her in my top priority list! SHE'S THE GREATEST! she never fails to be there for me when i needed someone so badly in the past just like my besties; unlike those bitches in the past. LOL. though we had lesser time for each other now cos she's always flying around the world.. but i love her so! I LOVE HER SO! i know she will be there for me if i lost my way again. hope to see her real soon - REAL REAL SOON! and Sharon is pregnant with her second child! omg! how come no one told me?! haha. love her too! and OMG! Serene jiejie is super gorgeous that night. im so happy for her ! God bless her ! how i wished i could hug her the moment i saw her - i miss Her and Stacey Jiejie so damn much!
dinner ended at 11+ .. cabbed home with Buddy!
;) happy day!
(no photos cos my damn cam is spoiled! :( )
watched Dvd till 5am.
22 Dec
woke up at 9+am. imagine how tired i was. but at the thought of meeting my boyfriend after 10 long days, i cant wait to rush out and see how's he doing! he could book out for 5 hours today for a medical checkup. Kenny Shiwei Meiqi and Me went down to Jurong Point to meet him. i am super tired though - cant stop yawning - cant prevent my eyes from closing. IM SO HAPPYYYYYY to see Bebe today - he became darker alrdy - but still, he's a sweet boy to me. omg! i cant explain that kind of feeling upon seeing him to you guys - but for these 10 long days, I MISS HIM SO MUCH. SO MUCH SO MUCH SO MUCH OKAY?! though i could hear his voice every night, but still, i miss his hug,his kiss, his smell, the way he always pamper me - just simply everything of him. i believe he also lah! cos he started smelling my cheek and finger-tease my lips like he always love to do upon seeing me. he's wearing the army uniform but still do such things! went shopping - he even bought a top ! LOL. he took a cab back - while Meiqi(his younger sis) and Me were in e cab behind him. we waved goodbye to each other - Bebe and i had the same thought. athefeeling of sadness - the feeling is exactly the same as the first day we send him in. somehow, i felt like crying again. he felt the same too. but the angel in my heart told me not to worry - cos in another 1.5 days, i can see him again! this time - i can hug and kiss him like nobody business for 5 consecutive days!
these 5 hours are little but precious to me. to US.
after all that we have gone through for the past 5 years, im really grateful for his love, care and concern, sincerity and faithfulness towards me and this relationship.
I LOVE YOU LAH, BEBE!
*back to Bebe's house. watched tv - 'piong' onto the bed and slept IMMEDIATELY. super tired. slept for 45 mins - headed downstairs to have steamboat with my In-laws + Kenny! Wing Sing Shiwei and Yuan Han tagged along to have their bikes washed. Meiqi and Me helped to wash Bebe's bike too! :) home sweet home!
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i think the next update will be like next year?
i'll be at boyfriend's house for these week(his laptop spoil.)
will try to update if i can !
NO PICTURES FOR THIS ENTRY.
(which i seriously regret for not taking any pics! MY CAM SIAO LAH! argh!!)
good nite!
need to wake up early to go back in-laws house tmr! ;)
♥Appreciating the memories ..
2:51 AM
Things to do this week:
- Manicure, Pedicure & Threading (thurs)
- Xmas Gifts for Bebe, Besties(Mer & Cal), God-son and MYSELF. (thurs)
- Bring my dress to laundry in order to get it by Sunday for my Godsister's wedding. (wed)
- Go back Bebe's house to see my 'mummy-in-law' as instructed by him. (fri)
- Celebrate Leo's Post-Birthday. (sat)
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*Strike off = DONE!
**Threading session is cancelled. Xmas presents for Bebe and Myself will be next week! :)
therefore, im done with this week!
IM SUPER BUSY SINCE 5th OF DEC!
thank God i have time to meet my girls tmr!
UPDATES!
some random photos which i took for these past 2 weeks. :)
my childhood fren, Jumbo (or is it Dumbo?) with me in TANGS! : 5 Dec .
2 Cute Japanese Figuries in TAKASHIMAYA : 5 Dec .
Birthday Cake Hat - IKEA Shopping! : 14 Dec .
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brief (im tired) .
15 Dec
went down to Jurong Point to meet my sis after her work - planned to go down to Serrangoon Broadway to get the samples of my sister's graduation photoshoot but mum got a last time appointment so sis postponed it to tmr. Sis and i rushed home to catch Little Nyonya which airs at 8pm on every monday for 2 hours :)
16 Dec
went down to Mum's office to meet my sister and her. headed down to Serrangoon Broadway to get the photos. brought it home to chose. it was pretty nice! ;) dad came to fetch us for dinner at toa payoh! i think dad looked very cute that night . LOL! home sweet home! ;)
talked to Bebe for 51 mins 35 secs! HAHAH.
i super miss him!
17 Dec
i finally got time to met my girls!
first to Plaza Singapura den to Backyard to find Leo.
home sweet home at 12! 
i almost forgot! i bought a storybook: Dangerous Admissions. started to read chapters 1-3 already. got a sudden urge to start reading again to brush up my English! :) was telling Mer and Cal that i love storybooks which storytells love, sex, relationship/friendship or gossips kind. alright, i know this is so ME. HAHAH.
you readers shld start reading too ! :)
18 Dec
went down to Jurong Point to meet my sister again. this time is to shop for my besties Xmas presents! finally bought them and i hope they will like it :) did manicure and pedicure at Beauty Bar which i'll never step into again. there's this particular staff there that really pissed my ass off! and the lady that did for me wasnt that professional as well. still, the one at JB is the best! fast, nice and chio. most importantly, FRIENDLY. Jurong point is filled with people almost everyday after the extension of the entire shopping centre. i kinda like the place actually. got Old Town White Coffee at well! (but damn ex lah the food compared to the one in JB). LOL. bought a few stuffs for myself too (see below). sis bought a few stuffs as well! :)
told Bebe i like the HURS bag (which my sister also like and is willingly to fork out 20bucks for it and asked if he can settle the remaining) & he said he will buy for my sis as Xmas present and as for me, the La Perla Perfume which im dying to have.
but after further consideration, i've decided to sacrifice the perfume FIRST(next time den buy for me okay?! :X) and settle for the bag! however, i still need to wait for him to book out and show him e bag to see whether he thinks its nice anot!
dont want him to spend so much since he's going to bring me to The Jewel Box to celebrate XMAS. ;)
LOVE HIM.
*did not hear his voice tonight(only for a few mins in the afternoon) ... I MISS HIM SO FREAKING MUCH!
5 MORE DAYS!
cant wait for XMAS to arrive too! :)
moving back to his house on the 24th!
H.A.P.P.Y!
Passport holder, a bookmark, a ring glass box and a mini case to put some items in(im gonna put gummies inside!)
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im still very busy these days! *gonna go back to my 'in-laws' place tmr! Bebe scold already!
Good Nite Peeps! =)
♥Appreciating the memories ..
2:03 AM
sorry for the late updates!
i guess i'll spend hours updating this(though got alot of things i forget alrdy) - here you go!
5th - 14th December:
5 Dec
Sis took leave today - went to town with her as she wanted to get some xmas gifts. headed to Tangs - went around to look for the bolster i wanted to buy - unfortunately, they dont have it. im so sad lah - i persuaded my sis to buy for me like hell - in the end dun have! *sad. saw a thomas and friends cap - bought it for god-son Jerome cos his birthday is just next monday! saw a couple of things like raincoat, pencil box, bag and underwear etc. so cute! esp the underwear - they have it in 7 colours - from Sunday to Friday! hahaha. but the underwear are for 4 years old and above! next year okay?! hahah. Plus, Mummy Mer told me that he got almost everything of thomas and friends, therefore in the end i just got precious that cute lil' cap! hahah. hope he likes it :). had some snacks at Tangs - sis and me were like hungry ghosts! hahah. we spent about 10 bucks snacking sushi, otah, pau, chicken sticks, sugar cane etc. so fun to stand and eat! after restoring our energy, we headed to Taka! we spent 3-4 hours there! super crowded! everybody is shopping for Xmas presents! so fun - thats why i love Xmas so much! God must have heard my prayers : i found the BOLSTER! though they only have it in Hot Pink rather than the Baby Pink that i wanted, i still insisted on buying it! one item in the wishlist striked off! ;) im sooo happy! im someone who gets contented very easily :) hehe. sis wanted to get herself a branded bag but cant decided on the brand . haha! in the end, she got nothing! however, she bought a couple of gifts - which includes my bolster! thats why - its always great to be the younger one - you just have to look innocent in front of them and you will get what you want! hahaha. Sis also bought Xmas gifts for dad and mum - plus me and herself too! hahaha. she got Hush Puppies underwear for my dad which i tot of getting for Bebe too but did not (haha! =O) - Chomel necklaces for mum, me and herself respectively. the auntie at Chomel damn good lah - she lent us her Taka discount card and we are entitled for 10% discount! =) thanks auntie! we went to have all the presents wrapped up free by Taka and i asked for alot of free plastic bags! i told Jie i wanted them to wrap my present as well cos i wanna act as if it was meant to be a surprise! hahaha - so fun! Jie was like: "SIAO!" hahah! had dinner at Taka foodcourt - home sweet home!
i made Jie write on the Xmas card of my gift!
hahahahahah! ;)
thanks JIE JIE!
6 Dec
Bebe came to fetch me - went down to Queensway to collect his plastic specs for army and then headed down to Bugis cos he wanted to have steak for dinner - went to V8 cafe to eat! did not shop around as i ever mentioned in my blog that Bugis Village is fulled of weird people and 'not-so-nice-clothes' anymore. walked around though to buy the Casio watch which Bebe needed for his army. went to hunt for snacks - a sudden crave for seaweed but i only found big packet ones. Bebe introduced me a new snack - i told him i dont want (while giving him a face that my mouth is itchy!). when i walked out of the shop - he grabbed that biscuits and bought it for me! it was really nice - thanks love! ;) back to his home after that!
later in the night ard 12am - accompanied him to Egames to play Dota with his frens! had supper at Cuppage. home sweet home to his place! 6+am then. *tired!
love him!
7 Dec
woke up at 12 - cos the part-time maid wanna clean the room so we have to wake up! :( tired lah! Bebe fetched me home - upon reaching home, i 'piong' on my bed and sleep till 3+. woke up - prepare - Bebe came to fetch me and off to his Ah Gong's house for a small gathering to celebrate Chang and Bebe going into army! hahaha. played with Cindy's son - he's so cute! hope to see him soon - chinese new year! hahah. left ah gong house at 12+am. Shiwei and Me were craving for Macdonalds so Bebe parked his bike at Purmei and the four of us - Meng Shiwei Bebe and Me walked to Harbourfront! mind you, its walk hor! Meng la! dun wanna go learn bike! hahahah. saw a guy who looked like Mas Selamat - really look alike sia! plus, he kinda wearing a wig - SCARY! then the 4 of us planned how to catch him if its reali him. i'll be the one who pull his hair - Bebe will pock his eyes - Shiwei will dig his nose and Meng will kick his balls! hahaha. LAME .
home sweet home at 2+ (i think) :)
8 Dec
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GOD-SON JEROME!
hope you like the cap godma bought for you!
Met up with Mer, Cal and Jerome at Suntec. got a free ride from my dad's fren. though he's abit 'ti ko' but i dont care - im late alrdy lah! Mer and Jerome had earlier on sat the Duck Tour - seems pretty fun! not bad i cant make it last minute ;( walked over to Marina Square - had Lerk Thai for lunch - this restaurant used to serve very nice food but everything kinda changed - even the menu! hahah. & the mango smoothie there sucks! plus, it was EX! however, thanks Mummy Mer for the treat! hahah =) after lunch, 3 of us tried all means to put Jerome to sleep. finally, after strolling up and down the same path, he fall asleep. however, we didnt waste time at all - we cam-whored and smoked(far away from God-son!). shopped around John Little - wanted to get Leo underwear and bermudas for his birthday but in the end, 3 of us got him a Puma Jacket at $109! it damn suits him lah! very very him ! cos he can only wear certain colours and fabric. ;) happy! even Mer love it! hahaha. i bet she's going to borrow from Leo after we present him. haha. Jerome woke up at the right time where we are done with the shopping and smoking! back to the Duck Tours to catch the next shuttle bus to Clarke Quay for the River Boat Ride! Cal and Me bought the tickets on the bus! the bus is damn cool. haha. its been quite long since i sat that - it was quite ex lah: 15 bucks! but its a good way to stream off problems if you have any! haha. I LOVE SINGAPORE. the tour guide and driver were pretty friendly. the driver got us really near to the Merlion where we actually got 'shower by his saliva' LOL! Jerome was so afraid that he ran inside! hahaha he's so damn cute. when we got off the boat, i was complaining how AUNTIE i am - with my sexy hair blew like a bimbo. it was raining the entire day - it was freezing cold. luckily the cap i bought for Jerome came in time! LOL. toilet break to touch-up on make-up and hair! took some pictures in e toilet - Jerome even show off his cam-ing skills too! hahah. NOT BAD! at least he did managed to snap my beautiful legs. HAHAH! took a train to Vivo - bought the tickets for Song of the Sea for 8:40pm. had dinner at Food Republic - Jerome cant wait to sit the monorail - he will always be excited whatever any of us mention 'MONORAIL'! haha. was pretty late for the show - but the lightenings were beautiful! it was still pouring - that kinda spoils my mood. Jerome was afraid of the lightenings cos it was loud and very 'appearing' to people! even i was shocked. haha. went to the Oscar shop to collect his Oscar toy - Jerome is in love with the huge one which cost $149 after discount. if i got money now, i sure buy for him! took the monorail back to Vivo - stopped by Starbucks to have a birthday cake. im disgusted by the cake and Cal was pissed by the services.
Jerome kissed me goodbye and it was home sweet home!
tired yet a happy day!
i knew im going to get sick the next day.
Pictures:
9 Dec
moved to Bebe's house to stay with him cos 3 more days he will be going in army alrdy. went to his house at 10+ pm. waited for him to prepare - headed down to henderson to park his bike there and meet the others for our night-out! a total of 16 people. haha. went to Duxton@25 - opened 5 bottles of Chivas. Bebe and I were drunk. esp. Bebe. thanks ah ALL! home at 3+ am. both of us were super tired! haha.
but really very long never drink until so crazy already!
HAD FUN!
=)
10 Dec
SICK - slacked at his house the entire day. 11pm: went down to henderson to take bike - met up with Meng and Chang for awhile. den Bebe and I headed down to Duxton again to meet up with Weelong they all. i helped Bebe to drink - cos he's riding! saw a crazy man - im super scared. he's really mad! he kept unhooking his belt and strike a pose as if he wanna pee. and mind you - it not at the toilet; its at the back door where we smoke. he was standing at the door that prevents me from getting in - i was so afraid i walked a big round and get in from the main entrance. the next time i saw him, he was sitting on the floor touching his penis or balls - i dunoo lah! hahah. weird man! had prawn mee at Maxwell! back to his home - had a heart-to-heart talk with Bebe - i cried lah. gonna miss him alot and im really worried for him cos he dont know how to take care of himself de. :(
Then, he pat me to sleep.
11 Dec
VERY SICK - Bebe woke up very early while i continued my sleep - im so tired that my eyes were only half-open when he talked to me. woke up at 2+. met up with my sister while Bebe went to play games with his frens. took a bus - the stupid bus driver was so freaking dumb. he alighted the passengers (including me) before he could even reached the bus stop where there's a shelter. it was raining fucking heavily lah; plus, rain's 'friends' - thunder and lightening tagged along too ! argh =X though it was a matter of seconds from the bus to Lucky Plaza - i was fully drenched by then! being DRENCHED is never something i like okay?! plus, i was wearing white! THANKS AH, UNCLE BUS DRIVER! but then - FUCK YOU NOW. MANGO got sales - Sis and Me bought clothes! haha. spent quite alot! happy! left at 6+ cos i need to be back at Bebe's house for dinner. was feeling very terrible then. cold - flu - cough and headache. i jumped onto the bed and rest for awhile when im home. had a mini gathering with Chang and Bebe's family including some frens too. upon seeing food, all my sickness seems to go away. i told you im a eater! haha. back to Bebe's hse to watch Little Nyonya and after the show, we went to Mount Faber. we went up there because i wanted to see the Xmas lightenings. but when we were done parking the bike - walking over - some IDIOT switch it off! i was soooo pissed and fuming upside down inside out! im angry becos they DO NOT HAVE A STANDARD TIME to switch off the lights! come on~ even shopping centres have standard closing time. people like us made an effort to ride up and you simply off the lights? and its only 10+ lah! last sunday when i was at Bukit Purmei, they switched it off at 12+ am. today? 10+! to the management of Mount Faber and that IDIOT who switch it off upon seeing us walking towards the lightenings, FUCK YOU. FREAK YOU. I THINK I FEEL LIKE KILLING YOU.
aftermath, we went to keppel bay instead. and you know what? some some some BASTARD switch ON the lights - and it was 11+. fun meh? off for 1 hour and on for another? ARGH! come to think of it - im angry again!
was feeling super sick then. home sweet home - last night with Bebe before he heads in to army tmr. helped him to pack his stuffs - chit chat; i cried again - this time he cried tgt with me and he held me tight to sleep.
Bebe gave me an ang bao.
12 Dec - THE DAY HAS ARRIVED.
Bebe was the first to wake up - prepared - left home at 8+ - im not going to elaborate too much on his enlistment day. but i wasnt happy abt the day tour - totally no management - no signs to indicate where enlistees and parents should go - all the family members did not received the handbook - they did not let us try out the food and they only show us where the bunk is and thats it. the handouts that states: recreation, facilities like gym etc wasnt shown to us. plus, what fucking pissed me off was right after the oath taking - we wasnt given ANY time to bid goodbye - they just announced to inform parents to head to the shuttle bus and the enlistees have to fall in immediately. its like WTF? i cant even bid goodbye or say some words of enouragement to my boyfriend? still, we didnt care. we were the last to leave . 3 of us cried like hell. Bebe dont dare to look at us - i know he's sad inside. all of the sudden, i just felt that i cant live without him - but i'll stay strong - i promised him look after his mum for him.
Bebe, i might not be there physically for you but my heart, my strength and faith will always be by your side. :)
he called me saying he miss me alot - but Bebe, you know what?
i miss YOU even more.
I LOVE U BEBE .
moved back home at 10pm. =(
13 Dec
went ear-candling at TPY with my mum and sister. so dont talk bad about me now ah! my ears are clean enough to hear everything you say! hahaha. went grocery shopping aft that. and it was home sweet home! ;)
im happy just to hear your voice.
you are wonderful in a special way.
14 Dec
went to church with my mum and sis. pray for everyone esp Bebe. accompanied my mum to the doctor and headed to IKEA.
;) LOVES.
HAPPY 58th MONTH ANNIVERSARY!
Bebe, you dont have to feel bad that you cant accompany me during this special day cos we still have FOREVER to celebrate tgt alright?
miss you !
cant wait for 24 Dec to arrive quickly!
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i spent 3 hours blogging this. enjoy reading! ;) nites!
♥Appreciating the memories ..
3:24 AM
