morning! i got hme at 3plus 4 ytd nite n woke up at 10.30am. going to meet angie at chinatown pt to study later. i think she's there alrdy! hahas. wei hao taught me vectors n proability. i think i can make it. im gonna do lots of assessment on this two topics! thanks,bro! i study til 1130pm ytd..den went to zong's hse to talk things out. we ended up patching. but im kinda worried abt our future tgt.things doesnt seems to be the same in my side of view. perhaps e big Os is my first priority now. however,im learning to be a strong girl! nth is able to put me down. . hahas!
give me ur blessings,ppl!
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12:10 PM
put your 10 fingers in front of you. each time e clock ticks 12midnite. place a finger down. but e time your last finger is down, preapare for a battle. come for my funeral. ha. (touch wood).my saviour is here. PAN WEI HAO,top 10 Olvl student for 05' is my god bro. he will be there for me.lols.
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11:27 PM
im at kelvin's hse now with angie. jurong! my god! neng wei is at library n we're at hme slacking..hahas. msning with ivan now. study time plus abit of plays!
i wanna forget my past. TP awaits me..
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2:53 PM
when TAURUS meets TAURUS. . .
When two Taureans come together in a love affair, it's a very sensuous and stable relationship -- which pleases both of them to no end. Those are two of the things a Taurus prizes most in a relationship (along with fidelity, sharing good food and other creature comforts ...) When two people both of this Sign get together, it can be the love connection of a lifetime. They will spoil one another to both their hearts' content: Taurus can respect their sweetheart's desire for life's little luxuries, because they have that need themselves. Both partners are charming, graceful and dignified. They can be quite stubborn and opinionated, not to mention jealous and possessive. All Tauruses have to learn to agree to disagree, and especially two Tauruses together; they need to recognize that their relationship is too good to jeopardize with minor arguments.
Taureans are blessed with strong willpower and commitment. They love the wooing process of courting, so the beginning, building stages of their relationship may stretch out deliciously. Taureans rarely rush into a relationship, but once they're committed, it's solid -- maybe even for life. When two Taureans get together, both provide and expect total devotion. Because of this devotion, a Taurus-Taurus pair may be more possessive of each other than most. Nothing upsets these lovers more than infidelity, but -- luckily -- because both partners are so dedicated to each other and the relationship and because Taureans tend to be very reliable, cheating is rare.
Taurus is ruled by the Planet Venus. When two people with Venus energy come together, it can be love at first sight. Both partners are highly romantic and loving, and they never tire of physical contact and touching. They are the great stamina Signs of the Zodiac; they love to go all day and all night and all the next day ... They are highly sensual and both enjoy pampering. Emotional security is very important to them, but when this is guaranteed these partners can be as decadent and indulgent as they please. They can tend to be lazy, becoming overly relaxed in the moment, but generally they work very hard to maintain the lifestyle of luxury that they prefer.
Taurus is an Earth Sign. These two most likely love to garden (they share a mutual love of beauty). Earth Signs are also about possessions, and two Taurus partners usually surround themselves with beautiful things -- a lovely home, artwork, luxurious fabrics, expensive cars. They also share a love of rich, fine foods -- a regular fitness routine might not be a bad idea for these two to help them keep off those extra pounds!
Taurus is a Fixed Sign. In a Taurus-Taurus combination, both partners persevere when working toward their goals -- and both stand by their opinions as if it's a matter of life or death. They generally shy away from change, preferring life to be stable, steady and predictable. Once these two make up their minds that the relationship is a good one, they will devote themselves to each other. But if they have differing ideas, they may find themselves in a never-ending battle of wills. If they understand they're working together toward a common goal, then anything will be possible for this pair.
What's the best aspect of the Taurus-Taurus relationship? Their incredible loyalty to each other and their dedication to continuing the romance -- no matter how long-term the relationship is. Their mutual love of romance and comfort makes theirs a highly devoted and long-lasting relationship.
very TRUE.
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1:10 PM
i jus woke up. i was at mac e whole nite with angie. we study from 3pm to 9am this morning. tired now. im staying at hme to study today. too lazy to go out. 14 days. 2 weeks exactly to Os. ya ya im really dead. is Os difficult? god damn! it better nt be. its slightly raining now but im feeling hot! hahas. . why ah? ho's everybody progressing? stress yeah?
WE SHALL ENJOY, I SHOUT E.N.J.O.Y aft our Os.
loveS.
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3:27 PM
i haven gt any strong subject. my mind doesnt seems to memorise anything. im tired. im sick. im slogging. im weary. im downy. im everything like a tired bull. counting down isn't funny. it's scary. no point regretting now cos i have paid e fees. im afraid. i seem to be e weakest link.
god,please be with me.
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2:51 PM
i have been eating macdonald for e last 3 days. i have gained 2kg. oh my! haven been exercising nowadays. . . im a soon-to-be FAT PIG! hahas.
im sick.
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11:48 PM
meeting jas at bukit merah to study later..
emaths. eng P2 compre(Catholic's high paper), physics P2(yr 1994) n aft 12am onwards, SS. that will be it. for today.
i drank 2 cups of coffee alrdy.
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12:03 PM
practical overall was easy. but i think i had some carelessness here n there. its okay. p1 p2 will chop in to help. but im weak. but i'll study hard.. 5years series, notes,textbks are on this rock n roll' ride with me. . i hope i could memorise SS n GEO as soon as possible. dont neglect english,ppl. its impt. its e most impt subj. all e best in Os. 17 days more to death.
jus came home. watched rob-b-hood. it was expectionally good show. funny n sad. i laughed like hell. n cry like shit. GU TIAN LE is damn handsome. JACKIE CHAN stil amazes me. e baby was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo CUTE! if i had a baby like this next time,i'll put him in e street. let him crawl himself so that ppl could notice him. any director wanna sign contract with me? hahas. lame.
gotta tel u all something. . .
KIM JEONG KOON is my man! i love him!!!
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9:42 PM
It hurt so very bad,
No one sees that I am sad,
I long for arms to hold me,
Is it too hard to see?
I need you here today,
But that will never be,
At least I can think back on the days,
When you belonged to me.
You think that you're so funny,
Wait til the cold hands grab your throat,
you start to choke,you will not cope,
you will be buried in the lies you have told.
I cant believe you,
What you did was so wrong,
But i still love you,
And i will forever long.
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11:43 AM
jus woke up. stil having a headache, but much better than last few days. im having my early lunch now. satay chicken with rice;my mum cooked it. DELICIOUS! i jus simply love my mum's cooking; its WONDERFUL. however,only sundays are days which i could taste her wonders,so today is a miracle! hahas. it reminds me of grad day though where we had buffet at e canteen n i took a bunch of satay so freely!.. hahas* today it will be PHYSICS day. tmr: PHYSICS & CHEMISTRY. day after: CHEMISTRY. i dont even know a shit abt chem. im real dead. i;ll be going zong's hse awhile later which means i've gt to study even later tonite to cover up. hahs. wad stupid logic?? see ya,ppl. loveS.
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12:55 PM
when's haze going to stop? im having terrible headache n sore throat; i cant concentrate on my work. 3days to science practical n ya,i'm feeling e PRESSURE. currently,my O's' is e most impt thing so family friends n even relationship,i'll put them aside first. nth much to blog nowadays..so,i'll stop here den. take care,ppl! loves.
21 days to O level.
god!
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12:36 PM
today's GRADUATION DAY. i enjoyed myself though my throat is killing me now becos of all e shoutings! hahas. however,this day also implements no school, extra extra hardwork for Os, no more cheap food to eat(canteen i mean.), memorable coaches n most imptly,friendship endurance. i have always been dying to leave gess but today i felt otherwise. e moment i walked up n receive my grad pack frm my form coach,i felt abit lost; lost not in a sense of losing my direction but abit of a MISS MISS feeling. . omg! ya ya,but no matter how much i hate e school,e memories i had there;e 5years that i managed to survive,i'll remember for e rest of my life. frm a 12 yrs old child to a now,17 yrs old young adult,i gained not only knowledge from this school but also MATURITY,FRIENDSHIP n RELATIONSHIP. secondary school life makes me realise that life isn't so easy to live. . but from this pt,i'll learn wads confidence,endurance n perservance.
without this school,i wont be able to know YAOZONG- e love of my life;hopefully. (loving couple of gess 04 n 05,hahas THEN la.) ADELINE,ANGIE,JOYCE,KELLY,LARISSA, JASMIN,IVAN,CHEAH SHUN,WAI YONG,KELVIN ng,KELVIN LIM,MING SIU,WEI XIAN etc. i cant possibly name all la! jus SEC 5A n 5B n e other graduated senior gessians whom i know: I LOVE YOU!
coaches: MS FOONG,MR DEREK TAN,MRS PALAN,MRS REBRECCA LIM,MR MUI n all e other coaches whom taught me before. 5years leh, how to name all? alot hor! hahahas..
THANK YOU FOR ALL THESE YEARS OF GUIDANCE..
GAN ENG SENG SCHOOL...i'm leaving YOU!!!!!!!
finally.GRADUATED.
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1:04 PM
went to school at 9plus today. school's like hell this week. so quiet. even canteen had only 2 stalls opened n we gt to queue for so long. im really afraid of my Os. *i hope i could get to e course i wanna get in. didnt reali study today. lazy+tired. grad day rehersal was lame. i jus hate to do those stupid stuffs..i dont know y! tmr's holiday! marking day. so im going nowhere only at hme to study study n study! thurs is grad day! im leaving this FUCK school. finally. aft 5years! i hate the ppl here..but i do treasure certain friendships. finally im graduating!! YEAHYEAH YO YO.. hahas. went to library for awhile aft sch. no mood to study,mood to eat only. hahs! went bukit merah to wash photos for zong. bought HUSHPUPPIES underwear for him too! hahas. i haven pay for grad nite la! no $$. who can sponsor me? pls tag to tell me. im reali broke la! so damn tired now. 8am will be my WAKE-UP time! exercise first,bath,breakfast,STUDY throughout; yeah. shall STOP here. love you all..nite!
im unhappy these days. who can save me from despair?
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10:21 PM
reached hme at 1017pm. had been studying since 7.30am in e morning. im..im..im..TIRED LA! i must really study hard alrdy. no more slacking! bm mac was packed with several of my frens. plus long story abt SHERRY. this bitch. slut. flirt;though nth to do with me. gtg slp alrdy. . but before anything,these(below) pictures dated 8 oct 06' are prove to show that I GOT STUDY DE HOR! ha. bye. nite. swit drms. i like grad nite's theme' i know wad to wear alrdy! hahas..



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11:16 PM
im hme. tired. ytd nite,played too crazily during kelvin's birthday party at marina south. had exceptionally great fun! too bad,i didnt bring along my cam. if not,there will be 'PICTURE TIME' again. . need to slp for awhile. going out later with zong. miss him.
darling'LARISSA did this. *Creative baby.

n JASMIN wrote this.

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2:24 PM
quarrel with zong. terrible headache. loss of voice. nt on gd terms with my parents as well.
FATEFUL DAY.
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9:39 PM