im having a terrible headache now. didnt went for church service today..too tired. i slept till 3.30pm today. i just dont wanna wake up,i jus wanna hug my feifei n slp. my stomach has been pain for 6days alrdy. y must i always get sick when i lost you??? my eyes sore! ate medicine n den meet my jie n went to bugis to eat. jie treat me go V8 cafe to eat. nt bad e food. very traditional. she bought a pair of jeans n some stationeries.. while i bought nothing. i wanna save money. maybe i would need lots of money soon~ told jie abt my things n she said she will find one day to talk to him. jie always love me alot but she also didnt much side me- she was on e balance side. i took some crazy pictures again at hme n at BYSI shop.. n will upload aft this.. tmr's lesson of 2mths will be from 2pm to 6pm. i will officially be wrking part-time in my clothes'shop on sat n sun onli while concentrate on my studies frm mon to fri. no more late nights.i realised aft this thing happen btw my bf n me,i wanna stay at hme. watch tv,use com,tok to my mum,study n accompany my feifei. occasionally go out with my parents or sister or my frens for coffee. no more chalets,clubbing,smoking,drinking or wadsoever. i wanna take up baking course also! my birthday,im guess i'll be alone. i hope my 2005 n 2006 birthday wishes will come true cos i'll be making e same wishes as these two years this yearr n yrs ahead~ i wanna treat myself to something on my birthday. maybe a 2kg cookies n cream cake which i'll eat all by myself? a 1kg ice cream? a HUGE teddy bear? 18 donuts? 180 satays? buy 18 stuffs which are $18 each? LOL! i want to be all by myself on my birthday frm 12am to 1159pm. forget all unhappiness on that day! birthday is just e most impt event of my life. aft which is also 39th anni.n his birthday. i'll still do wad i promise to him. im not sleepy now but headache..stop here! photos up next..
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