it has been 4 years 9 mths .........
do you remember the every little things i said to you before?

i can barely breathe this time .

i really tot i could accompany you for the last 36 days ... or at least spend the last anniversary tgt before you go into army ..

things turn around .. you broke ur promises - you hurt me with watever you can say to hurt me..

but still, i thank god he once gave me you ...

after all the pain that you have pin into me, why doesnt my heart hate you at all? why is it that i still love you and care for you?

is this the true definition of LOVE?

STOP CRYING, STEPHANIE LIN CUI WEN!

life still has to go on ... ... without you ...

* if our love is a storybook, i hope you will be in every chapters .. seeing me through everything and till the end of the chapter, you would tell me nothing but 'thank you, my dear, for having me to be part of your life'....

i dont wanna be in a relationship no more .. either you or anyone anymore ...

i can forgive, but i cant forget ... after all that i have done for you - AFTER ALL THAT I HAVE DONE FOR YOU; for heaven's sake, i gave you a million times to repent, but still, you have not changed ... you're not even repentent. i dont like you to break promises... find me no more,my dear. im tired of being of soft-hearted again..... n again .... n again ...........again & again ...

your words hurt so much it kept running through my head ..

i gave you a special name called 'BEBE' cos it means alot to me unlike other couples... it means so much that no matter what happens, i tried my freaking best to be by ur side ... but how did you repay me back?

Bebe, all i want is just simply being loved. thats all.

it really hurts me to leave you without a vaild reason from you ...

where is the BEBE i love these 4yrs+ went to?

i 'grew up' with you since sec 2 to become wat we are today.

i sacrificed some precious things along the way.. i was your pillar whenever you have obstacles .. ups and downs, quarrels and arguements .. we had all sort of 'first time' things tgt and even counted it? i accompanied you to take bus to taxi to class 2B bike to class 2A bike ... i cooked maggie mee for you knowing you are hungry through im not a better cook than you.. i helped u rub your leg when your leg pain ..the things you did being right or wrg, i stil forgive you.. your birthday, i always made the best plan on earth to make you happy... we invented the 'muack-muack' rule tgt...alot alot...

and you noe there's alot more...

i dunoo why am i saying all these here... cos i bet some spammers will come in and curse me again.. but omg.. i dunoo why... im crying like a freak now...

so many memories running through my head now......

how can i not love you?