tears
are
flowing
again
....
i no longer wish my birthday would arrive quickly .. cos im afraid you're not by my side to celebrate that lovely day with me .
i made the same old birthday wish every year. God granted them these 5 years. But Lord, how about this year? next year?... the following? the rest of my life?
i appeared strong in front of everybody.
but it hurts within ; im weak inside .
i really did my best to be a good and lovely gf to him -- but somehow he cant sacrifice certain things for me.
Shall i give up? Shall i let go? Shall i move on?
it hurts even when im not able to address you as 'BeBe' ...
"Stephanie, go to bed ....cover your blanket well. tomorrow will be a better day where you can find strength and courage to adapt to your singlehood."
♥Appreciating the memories ..
12:44 AM
